Beauty through Tears

Accident

Izuku pov

I storm up to kacchans room knowing he would follow "deku wait" he is crazy if he thinks I'm going to stop he keeps repeating over and over "deku wait" but I really just wanna shout Fuck it "STOP" "IZUKU GOD DAMMIT PLEASE LISTEN" "what if I don't want to?" "FINE LEAVE!" did he really tell me to leave. Leaving my shirt damp I run out of his room. Great not only is it night but I was kicked out "WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS FUCKING SHIT?!" I can't help it the tears won't stop and neither will the rain all I wanted was one thing but could anyone really give that to me? "I just wanted love, a lover at the least some body that will love me.." The next thing I heard was calming soft and mellow "midoryia?" Todo "todoroki?" "Hey why are you out here Todo?" " I wanted to get away from my father what about you" "looking for something I seem to never find.." "oh and what's that?" "Love" ohshit I never thought in a million years this would happen but it did he slowly lean towards me he I kissing me?! I feel something warm travel up my stomach"S-shoto please stop..." "No didn't you say that you wanted love? Well be happy because rather you want it or not I'm gonna give it to you.." he kissed me again...I feel nasty
  Bakugou pov
    Fuck I feel bad . Wait why do I feel bad that little shit ran off
Should I respond to his sadnesses yeah I tried but he told me to stop
Should I look for him
Should I waste my time? Ugh I should it's raining fuck "mom I'm gonna be out for a bit bye" "okay you little shit!"Where could he be non stop running until I stop... "DEKU WHAT THE FUCK?!!!" this cannot be happening "k-kacchan no this isn't what it looks like.." "THEN PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME" why does he look so surprised that  he got caught "ha have him Icy-hot I never loved his slutty ass anyways ..."
      Izuku pov
DEKU WHAT THE FUCK?!!!" Please help "k-kacchan no this isn't what it looks like.." "THEN PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME" I couldn't say anything for the love of God please body at least stutter something out please please help me out here. I stay in utter shock and silence until finally the silence of the rain wasn't only heard when Kacchan said something that come my heart into pieces "ha have him Icy-hot I never loved his slutty ass anyways ..." No , no NO THAT ISNT TRUE I WONT LET IT BE PLEASE FUCK. DONT LEAVE why can't I just say something, anything? My hot tears roll down my face as I continue to be touched. my vision I getting blurry no I -I can't give up I have to stay awake, no...