I'm sorry, world.

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Warning: Angst, suicide, I'm sorry.

(Inspired by The song Ride on)

Angus sat on the couch and sighed deeply, his eyes drooping slightly from lack of sleep.

Its another lonely evening

His eyes flickered to the rooms where his friends all slept,

And another lonely town

He only wished the love of his life was here..and not buried underground.

But I ain't too young to worry and I ain't too old to cry
When a woman gets me down

Tears prickled the young males eyes as he stood up, a picture frame in his left hand,

Why did this have to happen now? Why did the world have to do this to him..

Got another empty bottle
And another empty bed

Ain't to young to admit it
And I'm not to old to lie
I'm just another empty head

Angus couldn't help himself but burst into tears, his heart beating faster and stronger,

That's why I'm lonely
I'm so lonely
But I know what I'm going to do..

The school boy ran to the front door and slammed it shut, still having tears rushing down his cheeks.

I'm gonna ride on..

Angus ran till his feet could run no more..

Ride on
Ride on, standing on the edge of the road
Ride on, thumb in the air
Ride on, one of these days I'm gonna
Ride on, change my evil ways

The male stopped in his tracks as the lights flickered a bit, a shiver went down his spine as he narrowed his eyes seeing a dark figure standing near a street light.

Till then I'll just keep dragging on

Stepping backwards, Angus started to walk away pretending he never saw that figure.

Not noticing the tears, Angus begun to walk in a direction that wasn't near the hotel, he wasn't ready to go back, never will he ever have to witness that again.

Broke another promise and I broke another heart.

Angus couldn't let go of what had happened to bon, he loved that man with all his heart,

But I ain't too young to realize
That I ain't to old to try
Try to get back to the start and its another red light nightmare

Angus now couldn't live with himself, sure the support was a little helpful but all he wanted was..well Bon..

Another red light street
And I ain't to old to hurry
Cause I ain't to old to die..

He loved him.

But I sure am hard to beat

Why did the world have to take him away?

But I'm lonely
Lord I'm lonely

What am I going to do..

To be honest Angus felt more sorry for Malcolm, having to tell Bon's parents about his death.

Its probably a Phone call we will never forget.

Ride on
Ride on, got myself a one way ticket
Ride on, going the wrong way

The school boy hadn't realized his far he had got before reaching his destination.

Ride on, gonna change my evil ways
Ride on, one of these days
One of these days

Angus felt fear and relief release from his body as he stepped towards the edge,

Ride on
Ride on
I'm gonna ride on
Ride on, looking for a truck

The male took one step closer, feeling a gust of wind brush up his back, Sending a slight yelp through his lips.

Ride on
Ride on, keep on riding
Riding on and on and on

That was it, Angus stepped foward and fell,

Wind rushing through his body and tears falling from his cheeks.

With no goodbye, Angus didn't think of Malcolm and the others an how broken they would be.

Then it all hit him, the salty water and hard rocks.

With little strength, Angus slowly closed his eyes and muttered

"I'm sorry.."

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