BTS Snapchats// Yoonmin

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Shoutout to @SquishMinYoongi for spamming me!

Also get ready for a sad chapter :(
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At around twelve thirty, Yoongi heard a knock at his door. He knew it was Hoseok, hell he was dreading his conversation since Hoseok said he would be coming over. He reluctantly walked to the door and opened it, revealing a tired looking Hoseok. His eyes were red and puffy, making Yoongi assume he had been crying before he came.

Yoongi gestured for his ex to enter, and together they sat in the kitchen, preparing themselves for the deep conversation they were going to have.

"Do you want anything to drink?" Yoongi asked awkwardly. This was going to be such an awkward night, considering the fact that the last time they saw each other they were with their new partners.

"Waters fine," Hoseok said, his voice cracking slightly. This was hard for Yoongi, and he could only imagine how hard this would be for him.

Yoongi handed him the water and sat across from him. He studied his ex as he drank his water in less than ten gulps. He put the glass down and stared back at Yoongi, trying his best to smile.

"So," he began. "where should we start?"

Yoongi sighed. "I don't know, Hoseok. This is really hard for me."

"I know, it's hard for me too. I know it might not seem like it, but it is. It's killing me to hear about you struggling over a decision I made."

"Be honest with me," Yoongi said. When Hoseok nodded, he continued. "Why did you break up with me?"

"To be honest, I met Mina pretty early on in our relationship. We started to hang out more as friends and we just caught feelings for each other. I denied them at first because I thought I only liked guys, but I soon realized that I was bi, and I was attracted to her. I didn't want to cheat on you, that was never my intention, but one night I kissed her to see how I would react, and that's when I really knew. I didn't want to break up with you, but I couldn't keep leading you on and pretending that everything was the same. I broke up with you as soon as I figured all of my shit out because I didn't want to hurt you as bad as I could've if I kept going behind your back."

"Do you love her?" Yoongi asked quietly.

"Yes, I do. I loved what we had, Yoongi, and I still love you, but I think we're better off being friends. Our chemistry was really good at first, but then it turned awkward and it made me miss just being friends. I do still love you, but not how I love her." Hearing this made tears form in Yoongi's eyes. He didn't try to hide it, he knew he would cry at some point. He looked away from Hoseok to try and regain his thoughts, but it didn't seem to help.

"I guess I know how you feel," Yoongi began to say. He looked back at Hoseok, who also had tears in his eyes. "I'm not that mad about you breaking up with me. Hell, I knew we weren't going to get married or some shit. And I'm in love with Jimin, I'll admit it, I've always had a crush on him. Just the way everything turned out is what killed me. The thought of you liking someone else while we were in a relationship made me feel so bad about myself."

Hoseok nodded his head, listing intently to what his ex was saying.

Yoongi continued, "I started to feel like it was a problem with me, so I thought if I self harmed everything would make it better. I was so close to doing something to myself, but luckily Jin came over to surprise me with a recipe he was experimenting with."

"I'm so sorry, Yoongi. I had no idea how my stupid actions would've affected you. I know I really fucked up, and I'm truly sorry I did that. I'm sorry we had to break up under such terrible circumstances." Hoseok said, tears streaming down his face. He sobbed causing Yoongi's heart to break. Even though he was madly in love with Jimin, a small piece of his heart still belonged to Hoseok.

Yoongi walked over to Hoseok and embraced him into a hug, trying his best to comfort him as he sobbed. Yoongi felt relieved that he was able to finally talk about everything.

The two talked for two more hours before Hoseok decided to leave. It was now two forty five and they both had work in the morning. Before Hoseok left, they both decided to work on their friendship and had planned to hang out that next weekend.

Yoongi closed the door and started to clean up the kitchen to keep himself busy. He knew he had one more thing to do before he could go to bed, so he decided to get it over with. He got into his car and called Jimin.