I'll Be Here (Louis Tomlinson AU) DISCONTINUED

Chapter Twenty-One - You're Going To Be Okay

Louis

I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't. I couldn't move, couldn't speak. What was wrong with me?

Now your in a coma, because of me.

Hannah's voice filled my ears from earlier today. I mentally sighed. The only thing I could to was squeeze my hand, which I did. I listened to her go crazy when she did. If I could laugh, i'd be on the floor by now. Now I could sense I had a lot of people tow-

Hannah

"Whats wrong with Louis?!" I cried, turning to Niall. He shrugged. I tried my best to block out all the sounds of the machines going insane.

"He's trying to wake up, but he still has internal bleeding going on in his head. He'll die instantly if he does." Dan- from what it says on his name tag, said. I felt tears line my water line.

"Don't worry boo, he won't wake up. Not yet anyway." Dani pulled me into a hug.

"I- just- want to- talk to him" I choked out.

"You will sooner or later." She whispered, letting me go. I looked over at Harry, who looked almost as sad as me. I knew they had a little bromance.

"The sad thing is, tons of people, and I mean TONS bought our single. If Louis dies, I don't think we continue without him. He's the one that got us to do this." Liam spoke, his voice starting to crack at the end.

"Haz?" I bit my lip.

"Hmm?" He turned to me, revealing two tears rolling down his face.

"He's going to be okay right?" I asked. Looking down at my stomach. I frowned.

"i honestly cant tell you that." He frowned also.

"Yeah." I squeaked.

"How about we go do something to get our minds off this?" Zayn suggested. 

"Okay." We all replied weakly. I look one last look at Louis, and softly kissed his cheek.

"Love you."

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"NANDOS!" Niall screamed, running to the restaurant and hugging a tree nearby. "I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!"

I laughed slightly, looking over at the empty space next to me in the car. I sighed, getting out of the car and walking into the restaurant with everyone else.

"The usual." Niall girnned. I knew this time that I didn't need to order, even though I wasn't in the mood for eating. I frowned slightly, knowing Louis was the one who told me that. I shook my head, and took advantage that I was sitting next to the window and looked out of it.

I looked at the trees swaying left to right, people on small boats floating across the river near-by. 

"Hey." A voice whispered. I turned around.

"Louis?" I asked

"Stop denying I'm going to die and get over me." He spoke harshly.

"But your not." I bit my lip.

"I already did." My hallucination of him vanished. I got up from my seat.

"What are you doing?" Dani asked.

"Eat without me." I mumbled, walking out into the cold. 

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I sat in the waiting room with my arms crossed, waiting for someone to call me in.

"Hannah Roberts?" 

I stood up, slowly walking over to the nurse who was leaning against the doorframe.

"Me." I muttered. She ushered me to his room. She left me alone in the room and shut the door.

"Louis.." I trailed off, taking my usual seat next to his bed. A few tears slipping out of my eyes. He looked so peaceful. His cuts and scrapes were beginning to heal, the scars were beginning to fade- just a little.

"You promised." I whispered. He squeezed my hand. "I don't know what you mean by that.." I trailed off. "If you die I'm not keeping this baby." I mumbled. "It would just remind me too much of you." I bit my lip. "I wouldn't be surprised if I killed myself." I muttered. He squeezed my hand harder this time.

"I know, Louis." I sighed. "Why can't you be okay?" I asked, gently gliding my fingers over the scars on his face. 

"I was seeing things today.." I trailed off. "It was you, and you said you died. So I came here." No hand squeeze. "I know. I'm cray cray." I rolled my eyes. "But you're going to be okay."

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 I sat on the couch in the living room, curled up by myself. I tried to get as warm as possible but the way I could feel safe and warm was if Louis was here. 

"So they said they would call after the surgery." I mumbled, breaking the silence. They know Louis' trying his hardest to wake up, but he doesn't understand that he will die if he does, so they scheduled a surgery to try and stop the bleeding. I cringed imagining the condition he's in right now.

"Lovely." Danielle smiled. 

"Yeah.."

"How about we watch a movie?" Harry suggested. We nodded as he started to scroll through movies on Netflix. Before he could start the movie the phone went off.

"I'LL GET IT!" I screamed, running to the kitchen. I looked at the caller I.D. It was the hospital. I took a deep breath before answering it.

"Hello?" I bit my lip.

"We're sorry."

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