For Better Or Worse [Lesbian] (Sequel)

Ryder and Evan

Ryder P.O.V

I watched as the babies laid in their beds in the nursery surrounded by other babies. Im still getting over the initial shock of it being two of them and now seeing them its so surreal. I looked at bubba, thats the nickname I gave him since Grace hasn't decided their names, And he was awake smiling at nothing in general . I look at punkin ,the nickname I gave her, and see she's fast asleep. They looked so cute both have short little curly black fros of hair.

They both had Gracelands hazel eyes. But Bubbas eyes formed into a more greyish green color when moving away from but hazel nonetheless . Punkins eyes Her formed more to a light brown with green speckles when further back but Hazel as well. Their eye differentiation was remarkable I bet if they were the same sex that is one way I would be able to tell the difference.

Sighing I walked away from the window to sit down in the lobby. My mom came back and I just know some shit is going down so I'm not even going in there. Plus I'm obviously mad at her. How could she miss the birth of my little brother and sister like what was you doing that was so important that you couldnt come witness that ?

I seen Evan walk in from getting him a coffee. I havent spoken to him since the time he confessed what he did and it's killing me. Do you know the feeling of losing your best friend over something stupid ? I really want to talk to him but he has been ignoring me.

Swallowing my pride I stood up and walked over to where he was sitting. He purposefully chose to sit all the way on the other side of the room away from me.

I sat down by him but he never looked my way . He just continued to flip through the magazine he was reading. Having an idea I took the coffee from between his legs and began to drink it. Cringing as the taste hit my mouth. I absolutely hate coffee. It tastes so foul and nasty like. I looked over at him to see him staring at me.

"Ryder what are you doing ? You hate coffee!" He said in a duh tone

"I know but it was the only way to get your attention. By the way I dont see how you drink that It taste like shit!" I exclaimed before handing him back his cup.

He looked at me. "And just how would you know what shit taste like ?" He said mockingly

I just rolled my eyes and stuck my tongue out at him.

"Evan I miss you!"

"I miss you too Ry. So so much"

"Great so why cant we be friends again ?"

"Its not that simple Ry. I confessed my love to you for you to take it and step on it."

"But I didn't. I just told you I didnt feel the same way. There was a better way for us handling this than to act like a bunch of 13 year olds" I rationalized

" Yeah but you just dont understand the pain I went through. I honestly couldnt even look at you. I felt embarrassed. But I would have rather known than beat myself up for not asking. So I guess I can move forward but its going to take some time"

"I'm really sorry Ev. I really wish I could just say that I love you that way just so you wouldn't hurt but what good is it for me to base something on a lie ?"

He sighed. "But how do you know you dont like me like that Ry? If you give us a chance maybe you will see that you have something deep for me"

I looked at him skeptically. I know I dont like him like that. He has only ever been like a brother to me but now a step uncle since the marriage. Isnt that against some laws right ? I dont know

" Evan I dont think thats a good idea. I dont want to hurt you anymore because I know I dont have feelings for you like that."

"But please ? Just let me take you out on a date. " I was going to say something when he held out his hand for me to stop