Promise Plans

Help me

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Kailees POV:

Me and nash are going on out first date today,I'm so exited!

"NASHHHH! What do u want me to wear?"

"It doesn't matter" he yells.

Cameron's POV: I'm going to Starbucks with kailee and nash. Imma babysit them cause I'm not letting kailee get pregnant with nash at the age of 15!

Kirstin's POV: I got a text from mason saying "I was thinking about you the other day. I thought maybe I was missing you, but then I realized that no one could ever love you.. I dont know what I ever saw in you. you're worthless! you were the worst girlfriend I have ever had look at yourself in the mirror. Who could ever love you? you're a joke. you don't deserve to live" I cried... I wondered if maybe he was right. I looked at myself in the mirror I didn't like what I saw, in fact, the longer I looked at myself the more I hated myself. I sat down at the edge of my bed." hes right", I thought.

I tell kailee I'm not feeling we'll and imma stay home.

"You sure? I'll call the date off if you want." She asks.

"I'm fine." I say

They all leave and I open my suit case and took out my razor. I looked at it for a while. I have cut in a long time. but what difference does it make anyways? I started to break my razor apart taking out the blades I placed it against my arm. I knew I shouldn't do it, suddenly it was as if everything just stopped. I felt the warm blood trickle down my hand. I looked down to see what I had done. It was only a thought I didn't really mean to do it.

I got up and rushed to the bathroom to find a towel I grabbed the one off the wall, trying to stop the bleeding. I was so scared, so mad, I wondered if I should just let it bleed. so many thoughts rushing through my head.

At that moment, cameron rushed through the door he had forgotten his phone. he noticed the blood trail on the carpet. "Kirstin!?! Are you okay," he yelled. I broke down into tears. And fell to the bathroom floor. Cameron turns to see me. "I'm so sorry cameron, I hate myself. I was so happy to see you and all I have done is ruined it. Cameron picks me up off the bathroom floor, he walks me over to the sink, washed the blood from my arm and hand. the bleeding won't stop. he takes the towel. Wraps it tightly around the wound and applies pressure. He looks at me. looks right into my eyes "what were you thinking?" He asks " why would you do this?" "Nevermind, it doesn't matter,"he says. " Look, I dont know what happened and you don't have to tell me. I have hurt too, there was I time I felt like I couldn't go on. Kirstin, you're a beautiful girl. You have such a big heart. I have never met anyone as gentle as you," he whispers.

My heart stops. why did I let mason get to me. He's such a jerk, I thought. "Cameron?" I try to say, then I feel his lips touch mine. My whole body melted .

I feel my heart start to beat again, but I can't breathe he moves away ,and I slowly open my eyes. he looks down at my arm. The bleeding had stopped " I think you're Ganna be okay," he says.

" What does this mean? Does he like me?" My brain wonders.

DO YOU THINK HE LIKES HER, OR WAS HE JUST BEING NICE?

WHAT DO YALL THINK SHOULD HAPPEN NEXT?