It's crazy how out of control life can feel and get. It's crazy how one minute you can be fine but then come crashing down. It's crazy how lost and misunderstood you can feel. It's all so crazy.
How can you let yourself strip my happiness? How can you look me in the eye and say "you're worthless, you only care about yourself?" But in reality, my heart is pure and strives for your approval. How can you tell me I don't try? How can you be so rotten and try to sweeten it with an "apology?" How can you keep apologizing and expect it to be okay? I'm so naive to believe you'll change and understand.
Do you ever stop to think that you're hurting me? Do you ever stop to think that you're the problem? Do you expect me to commit to silence in every argument? I am so strong yet so weak. I try to be patient and try to remain calm, that doesn't always work. I have all these things that I need to say but I hold back in fear of hurting you. Do you understand that? No matter how angry I am, I can't act like others, I have to keep it together... for you.
When will you love me the way you did before? When will we be complete and stable? When is it a good time to tell you that I can't bear the pain growing inside? When is it my turn to be selfish? When is it my turn to talk? When will you appreciate what I do?
Am I not good enough?
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An Outlet For the Soul
PoetryThis is a book consisting of feelings and thoughts. It's looking into the unbalanced mind that creates all of these questions, thoughts, and explanations. This will consist of anger, sadness, love, etc...
