Life With Austin (Book #3)

Chapter Three:

I rubbed my forehead in a circular motion as I turned off my alarm. I was exhausted from work yesterday. Completely, utterly, exhausted. It was crazy there. There was so many people. I've never seen that many people at Whataburger in my life. Holy shit. I slowly made my way to my bathroom and brushed my teeth, took a shower, and relieved myself. I blow dried my hair and picked out a comfy over-sized hoodie to wear. I put on my PINK leggings for Victoria's Secret. They're so fucking comfortable. I decided to put on my glasses since I wasn't feeling up to putting my contacts in. They can get to be annoying. I immediately fell on my bed and found a comfortable position and turned on Netflix. Then, my door opened.

Revealing Austin Mahone. 

*Sigh* As soon as I got comfy he had to show up.

"Hey, babe." He smiled at me. 

He jumped onto my bed and cuddled up next to me.

"Hey, Austin." I huffed.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I have a headache and I was really hoping to have a day to myself." I said.

"Well, you can relax and watch some movies with me." He said.

"Austin, you can never take a hint." I rolled my eyes.

"Oh, no I can. I just choose to ignore what you wanted." He smirked.

"You're so difficult." I whined.

He grabbed my tv remote, clicked on Love Actually and threw the remote at the foot of my bed.

"Shut up and watch the movie." He smiled and kissed my cheek.

He kept pulling me closer and closer. 

I eventually stopped watching the movie and snuggled into him. He was so damn warm. Ugh. The things I would do to this boy. Too bad he's leaving soon. -Wait!

"When are you leaving?" I asked.

"Tonight." He sighed.

"Oh." I looked away.

"I'll miss you, Mary." He said.

"Yeah, I know." I smirked.

"This is supposed to be the part where you say you'll miss me too." He said seriously.

"But that'd be a lie." I said.

And that was the biggest lie I've ever told. I am going to miss him. But, I can't let myself get too attached. I can't let myself get hurt. I won't do it.

"Well, I've gotta get going. I have to pack the rest of my things." He sat up.

Then I felt him get off the bed. I sat up quickly, causing fuzzies to blur my vision. After my vision cleared, I too stood up. 

"I guess this is goodbye." I said.

"This isn't goodbye. It's an I'll see you soon." He smiled.

He kissed my cheek. Then my nose, then my forehead. He left a sweet kiss lingering on my lips. 

"I'll call you everyday, and we'll skype. I'll text you. Feel better. I promise. I love you." He said.

He kissed me one last time, and left. That was it. He was gone. And my heart was shattered. It happened again. He stole my heart. And he left with it. And the worst part, I let him.

What am I going to do without Austin Mahone? He's my rock. I just got him back. And now he's leaving me again. He says it's not forever. But he doesn't know what could happen between now and whenever he decides to show up again. 

I sat down on my bed dumbfounded. I just sat there. I thought about the what if's. The should've said's. The would've done's. There's a lot that is just better left unsaid. 

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A/N: I know, I know. Shoot me. I've been super busy. I know I promised this chappy would be longer, but I've had such bad writer's block. I love you all! Thanks for the support. Love you lovelies <3 Comment, vote, follow. Best comment gets dedication! ;p