coffee *゜hwang hyunjin

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— hyunjin pov
i hesitates before grabbing a hold of youna's hand. her hand tried to get out of my grasp, but that only led me to hold her tighter.

"what are you doing," she asked.

"shh," i hushed her. i gently placed my thumb of the back of her right hand.

"wrong hand dumbass," she remarked and placed her left hand where her right hand used to be.

i let out a small laugh before hugging her whole. i held her so tight as if she was going to leave if i didn't. i missed her so much and now that she was finally in my grasp again, i couldn't let her go.

"let me go," youna said in a muffled voice.

"no," i half whispered. in return, she looked up at me with a 'what the hell' face.

"please don't leave me again," i hugged her even tighter.

"leave you?" youna scoffed. "you act like it was my fault we broke up."

"i know i'm so sorry," i mumbled and continued rubbing the back of her left hand. soon, she fell asleep.

a while after, i started feeling sleepy too; but at that moment i heard youna toss and turn again. what the fuck? she was asleep just a moment ago?

did that mean i had to rub the back of her left hand the whole night? did that chanyeol do that?

"babe-"

"don't 'babe' me," youna interrupted. hearing this, i kind of went numb. i didn't know it could hurt me this much. and if something as simple as this could make me feel bad, what did she have to go through.

guiltily, my hands searched for hers.

"i'd do anything for you. just please don't leave me," i mumbled to myself.

— youna pov + time skip to the morning at 6:29am
my eyes fluttered as i felt a two arms around my waist.

"wake up it's time to go to school," hyunjin gently whispered.

i pushes him arm away. "i'm not going," i said in a low voice. it's been forever since i've went and honestly i did not plan on going any time soon. not when i was still like this.

"no you're going," hyunjin continued. he then went to the bathroom to get ready. i quickly grabbed my phone and opened up my chat with chanyeol. i do not want to go to school, have no plans to go and i will not go.

might as well just sneak out.

bubs ❦

babe
can you pick me up

sure
be there soon

♡

♡

—

"c'mon get up," hyunjin's voice took me out of my thoughts.

just then, i heard the house door open. chanyeol was here.

"hey," i heard chanyeol greet seungmin downstairs in the living room.

"why is he here," hyunjin questioned me with a serious face.

"cause he can?" i answered with a little laugh.

"you're going to school today and you're not going out with him," hyunjin said sternly.

"why can't i and who are you to say that," i sneered back.

before hyunjin could answer, my bedroom door open; resulting in a chanyeol and seungmin standing by.

chanyeol gave hyunjin a glare before looking back at me, "let's go."

"hold up she's not going with you," hyunjin interrupted.

"is that for you to say," chanyeol said.

all the heads turned to look at me. maybe i should try going to school.. i haven't been there in such a long time.

"actually chanyeol.. i'll go to school. just today," i tried giving him a sweet smile.

"..ok but if anything, you can call or text me and i'll be there. take care," he smiled back and left.

"if you want to go to school, you better get ready," seungmin reminded and left the room.

the room was filled with an awkward silence. hyunjin and i didn't know what to say to each other. thus, i got up and went to the bathroom to get ready.

— time skip cause idk what to write
when i was done, we walked to school in complete silence. that was ok though because i didn't feel like talking anyways.

when we go to school, there were whispers like, "are they together again," and "oh my god. youna's back!"

i let out a deep and frustrated sigh as i heard more and more whispers. why were they talking about me in the first place. damn i don't even know you.

at last, i couldn't control my frustration.

"CAN Y'ALL JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP? IAIN EVEN KNO Y'ALL ASS," i screamed.

"youna.." i heard hyunjin say beside me.

"youna?? oh i knew that was you," seomi pulled me into a hug. "so how are you. how are you guys?"

".."

"are you guys good?" seomi asked.

".."

"oh my god hyunjin what the fuck. chanyeol gave you a chance. you had one job and you fucked up," seomi sighed.