Antsy Teenagers

Heartbreak

(*AN- Sorry, they're kinda long!*) 

You ask, I'll do.

You force, I'll accept with open arms.

You hit, I smile through the pain and tears.

You leave, I'll wait.

Why? Because I love you.

You're locked up;

So is my heart.

You're let out;

I give it all to you.

You talk to other girls;

I shake and cry silently at night.

You get some;

I am quiet in submission.

Why? Because I love you.

You come back!;

I am your perfect doll.

You say, "I love you";

I float on top of the world in perfect bliss;

You keep me at an arm's distance;

At least I'm still close to you?

You slowly inch away from me;

I will sit right where you left me.

Why? Because I love you.

To say, "I love you to the moon and back again";

Is an understatement.

I love you so much I know it's wrong.

I break a little more everyday you push me away;

Everyday you give me the cold shoulder.

I love you!

Why? I don't know.

I still don't fucking know;

My reasoning left when you did.

All I do know is that;

I love you?

You ask for a family!;

I happily try to start one.

You yell when there is a chance;

I pop and drink until there isn't one.

Why? Because I love you.

You smile, you wink;

I fall right back in love with you.

You kiss and hug me;

I know what's gonna happen.

You assure me it's love!;

I know you're leaving but I quietly agree in return.

There it is.

You asked me to wait for you, for years;

I knew this would happen.

I fucking hate myself for it but I will wait.

Fuck!

Why? Because I love you. Fuck, I love you so much,

It kills me.

I wish you would stay;

My heart hurts so much, I'm gasping and crying in pain.

"The only sad thing about love is that you can't make someone want to stay, even if you'd take your last breath for that moment."