The story behind an angel

My angle, my devil, my demons

Why him? Out of all people why does he have to be the devil but my angle?...MY angle.... why do I still call him that? He is no angle....at least not anymore....what happened to him, To US and the promise that we once always filled, now empty like this house. I miss the conversations we used to have, the house was never quite, key word WAS now every time I ask him a simple question like 'how was your day?' I get the cold stare of those once warm eyes. was it something I did? I don't understand why is he so cold? So.....shut off to me, with his friends he is so warm and yet so professional and with others women he's flirty and cute. Maybe he's just grown tired of me and my kind coldness....maybe I should just give up on him.... on us.

   "No" I say to myself

"No" I repeat in a more sharper voice

A little voice inside me then told me that I should stay with him, that he still loves me and needs me. That all the flirting with other women was just my eyes playing a game on me, a part of me wanted to believe that but there was a bigger, bolder voice telling me that he is no longer in love with me and I should leave him....They are what I call 'my demons' they argue about anything and everything involved with my life. They started talking when me and him stopped talking and they've just stuck with me ever since. They keep me company sometimes but mostly annoy me. "Hey we heard that we aren't that annoying!" If I tell people about these voices they'd think I've gone insa-

Slam

Oh no, oh no, no, no! He's here!! What do I do! What do I do!! He's obviously drunk and out of his mind the way he slammed that door.

"Hey baaaaabbbbbyyy, come here. Let's play a game" he said

I don't like the way he said game what game?!!? He has never, ever said this before, should I be scared? Or should I be happy and curious? But more importantly what is this game he talks about? His foot steps are slow and delayed, they echo in my ears and the closer he gets the more harder it is for me to breath, each feels more of a gasp like he's taking the air out of my lungs and using it for his. What should I do? Should I run? Should I hide? 'You should run I have a bad feeling about this' ('yeah me too') the two most trustworthy voices say, but all I can do is stand there and wait for him to come to me, my feet are glued to the ground, the glue being fear of what the game is.

"Baby where are you hiding? I just want to play" he says in a playful voice

Oh god, oh god! What do I do? The only though that comes to mind whenever he speaks. run!' 'I can't!!' I should run but if I do would he catch me? Hi is faster then me..... I have no hope, let's just play this stupid game he wants to play 'you can't!!! Who knows what he is talking about!' 'There's no point in trying! he always gets what he wants anyways' 'I...know I just wish there was something we could do' i feel like crying but There are no tears I could shed because I've had countless hits because of them "crying Is for the weak!" He says to me every time I even look like I'm about to cry, so I stopped...stopped crying, smiling, laughing I just stopped most of my emotions.

"There you are, I was wondering where you were"

He stopped in the kitchen doorway, leaning on it and smiling that terrible, evil smile I know all too well. At this point I know he sees me trembling in fear because he's eyeing me head to toe, watching me use all of my strength just to stand.

"H-hey ba-baby, h-ow wa-was work?" I finally say as confidently as I can

"That's none of your concern!! Its time to play anyway"

What the hell is this game?!? I don't like this. Has this happened before? It feels like this has happened before....He started walking, no running towards me and as soon as he stopped right in front of me all I saw was his fist then everything went black......

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A/N Hey to the people who decided my story was worth reading, I try to make my chapters long so sorry if they aren't as long as you was them to be I do try my best...Anyway that was the first chapter I hope you enjoyed it and will continue reading I used about 843 words again sorry if it isn't that long I do try my best, and thanks for choosing my story :)