"JOYSTICK"
life is full,
an abundance of choices
rainbow arcades where
nothing remains the same
every gain is just more to lose
the more you have to offer,
the more that can be taken from you
even at my happiest,
my soul is colorblind
seeing in grayscale,
but repulsed by the black and white
i found all my soulmates in murky water,
for me love has never been clear,
lost in the fog of honey pools
drowning in ocean blues,
my new lover reached for my hand,
so tell my why all i thought of was you
life is full of choices,
and mine is full of mistakes
leaving empty bottles in the wake of a broken heart,
i didn't mean to break yours,
i was just playing my part, you played yours
and turned breaking me into an art
a nasty cycle of who has more to lose.
prick my skin with the needle,
create a masterpiece in red
tap into the sap of my soul,
let the frost reach down to your toes,
i want a massacre,
i want to forget about her,
and i want to forget
every single time
i chose
You.
