Delirious Indeed(X Reader)

Breakdown

I woke up hearing Evan talking to Jon.

"WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT POST. SO YOU DID KISS HER YOU DUMB FUCK?! YOU'RE THE OLDEST HERE DELIRIOUS!" Evan said almost screaming.

I got up and both of them looked at me.

"What's going on..?" I said half awake.

"Y/N, listen.. You're in great danger.. right now.. the fan base knows about you two kissing." Evan said sitting next to me.

My phone vibrated and it was Tyler. He had sent me a list of things through text.

*Don't stream, Don't YouTube, stay home. I'll be over in a few hours.*

It said and I was just so confuse like. Its a big deal for them and I am just lost and in confusion. I honestly didn't know what to do. Jon came up to me with his blue eyes like dagger.

"Y/N. I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have said that... To be honest... It was a lie. Don't take it at heart. I was just playin".. He said furiously.

"W-what.. it's a lie..?!.. what is? Why now..?!" I said getting even more confuse.

"I actually don't love you. I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have said that. Haha.. I was just high and since Evan was here. I'm in really big trouble now." He said laughing a bit and looking away from me.

Did I just got my heart shattered into a million pieces?. What? I stood there. Did he just lie to me.? I haven't gave my answer yet and what he said was fake?!. Clearly that ruined my mood because he made the first move. I could feel my chest tightening and my throat throbbing. I cared for him so much and he just fucked my feelings like that?!.

"Dude ! WHY DID YOU SAY THAT ?!" Evan screamed.

"What? Well it's true.. It's because of me Team 6 is in danger." Jon said ruffling his hair.

"You know what Jon?Fuck you. I fucking HATE you. Don't bother talking to me. I don't care anymore... Not only you hurt my feelings. You ruined our friendship...ONLY BECAUSE YOU KISSED ME AND YOU SAID.. OH DON'T TAKE IT AT HEART.. WHAT THE FUCK...STOP PLAYING WITH ME...YOU CAME HERE TO RUIN ME?..WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU...?!" I said as I stormed off into my room and slamming it shut.

"FUCK!!.NO THATS NOT WHAT I-. Y/N!!!" Jon wailed.

"Well done, Del. You nailed that shit and broke her heart. I said apologize. Not fucking break her heart." Evan yelled totally annoyed.

I heard the door bell rang and it was Tyler. I didn't have the strength to greet the piggy.. I just sat on the edge of my bed and cried really hard.. How could Jon do that to me.. we were friends for 7 years.. and all he did was come here just to say a big fuck you to me thinking I'd laugh it off... Idiot.. I couldn't help but cried harder.

"Hey bacon, you in there? Can I come in?" I heard Tyler from the door.

"Go away piggy..." I said with a stuttering voice.

I than heard Tyler yell.

"FUCK YOU DELIRIOUS! MY BACON REJECTED ME! SHE NEVER DOES. CAN YOU HEAR THAT SADNESS IN HER VOICE? WHAT DID YOU SAY? SHE'S HAPPY IN THERE? WHERE THE FUCK IS EVAN?! EVANNNNN!" He said with confidence.

Just then I heard a knock on my balcony. I saw a figure and the balcony door slide open. Evan?! The fuck?!.

"Y/N! NO NO DON'T CRY.. ITS OKAY!!.. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT!!" He said quickly running to me and embracing me.

"Shh.. Hey... You shouldn't have left like that.. I got really scared when you started being Vulgar.. I knew it wasn't like you to say such words.. Jon must've have really fucked you over huh.." Evan said stroking my hair.