Previously on JFF....
I went out and went into Fateemah's room.
"Ameenah" a faintly familiar voice called me, it was Fateemah!
"Alhamdullilah, you're up!!!".....
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Continuation...
I hugged her crying and she helped me also, when we ran out of tears we looked at each other before she spoke
"Where's Anita?" She asked
"She went out" I replied.
"That lady is an angel Ameenah, if not for her I'll have been dead by now" she said sobbing. And she told me about that had happened and how Anita is Thompson's wife.
" you mean Anita is Thompson's wife?, I she told me she's an FBI Agent". I said with disbelief.
"Yeah..well..sort of...I heard her in the phone though with someone talking him about the incident" she said focusing on the space.
"Ohh, do you think she married him because she want to know much about him?" I asked her.
"I think so, she told me that she's gonna save me and put that stupid excuse of a human in prison" she said with venom.
"He sure will Insh a Allah" replied.
"If only i has listened to you Ameenah..."
"Shh..put no regrets on what you have done if not Shaytan will only make you worsen the case, just forget about what had happened to you and pray, Allah is with you dear and he'll always be with you as long ask you ask for his help. Listen here Fateemah the Qur'an us your only medicine now, the Qur'an alone could give you peace of mind, I shall Allah everything's gonna be alright dear...come on you need some energy because i gotta tell you that had happened when you weren't in school!!" I said smiling at her but she hugged me crying
"I can never forgive my self for putting you into this mess Ameenah!, am soo sorry" she said.
"And am happy to ear this mess with you dear, so don't worry we're all in this from the start and we shall finish ig" I replied
I took her into the bathroom for her to bath and gave her one off the fresh cloth Anita had given me and fed her before giving her her medicine as Anita had told me.
After that we sat on her bed filling her up with the update shed missed laughing at the hilarious ones and hiss at the unimportant one and all, it was just like then when we're in our dorm room, it's soo exciting.
And we had a great time together....
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Fateemah's POV
I looked at Ameenah, she's so soft hearted that i couldn't bring myself to forgive myself for making coming into the stit with me. She don't deserve me as a friend. Oh Allah help her and protect her against all harmful things, I silently prayed.
After talking for what seems like forever i asked for her forgiveness once again but she scowled me telling me that if i ask for forgiveness again she won't forgive me, but i just feel guilty.
"Don't ask for my forgiveness again Fateemah!!" She said not smiling .
"Look at me Ameenah, I'm a disaster and like a ball in the hands of experts footballers..I was kicked from one side of the football field to another. I wish i had listened to you in the first place, y'know all those advises, but i didn't and did my wish and my wish now turns into a full regrets. I feel like a lamb slaughtered on the alter of corruption". I said crying
"Calm down Fateemah, the world has not ended, you can still pick up pieces . pull yourself together and stop crying like a new born baby" she said almost in tears.
"Ameenah, I know you understand some part of what is bothering me right now but you don't know some because there are hidden. I had been raped by my boyfriend, why should i even call him my boyfriend he's a pimp...and do you know something Ameenah?" I asked
"No" she replied.
".....well...you see...I've been having this weird feelimgs and it's strange I think am pregnant " I said tears running off my face.
"Stop crying dear" she said hugging me.
"I think i should abort it, I don't want it ameenah" I said
"But you know that it's against the Muslims doctrine you know it's a sin please don't talk about aborting the child again okay?" She said looking at me.
"I know it is, I just fee like a black sheep of my family, I had lost my senses the very day i met Muham... Thompson on the plane, this is my harvest and also my destiny Amenable and i shall embrace it to my bossom. Ameenah (holding her hands tightly) you have been very kind to me right from the first day we met, and i know no matter what i can't bring myself to think of what to thank you with, may Allah bless you with his blessings. Ameenah, my dearest one my love for you will with me forever. You remember the day you were consoling me over an issue and you told me that 'life is sweeter over there' ?. Ameenah i don't think i can continue to live in thus world,my destiny had failed me for i had bounced off the tune, do not pity me plesiosaur am ashamed of being alive. I wish my calamity will be a very good lesson to others who find themselves in my position. Ameenah i....." I was stopped by Ameenah hugging me and saying
"Don't you ever say any word like this in my presence, you're my sister Fateemah, please pull yourself together and stop jangling all about. It's gonna be alright Bi'iznillah. This is a lesson and examination for you so i want you to pass it with a distinction and it's better that it's the content of the pit that spills not the mother pot itself. We can still refill it or amend it back." Ameenah said.
