Will I die

Suicidal thoughts

As i look at the razor in my hand i wonder how life would be without me (will people be happy, will life will be easier, will anyone miss me, i doubt that). I took a deep breathe in and place the razor on my wrist and slice it down. I hiss at the pain but i continue until my whole arm is bloody. I started to feel dizzy and drop to the floor with the razor in my hand. I heard the door slam as my drunk parents came to beat me again. When they come inside my room my father look at me and grab me by my arm and drag me downstairs and threw me outside and said,"I wish you were dead by the time we came home." I laid down on the ground and cried as i bleed to death.

Diamond Pov

I woke up from a another dream that i long to wait for but i can't my baby needs me. I cant take the pain away but i'll stay alive for her for now. As i am trying to get day-day(nickname her real name is Diana) to go to  sleep but she kept on crying and i don't know what to do so i really didn't know what to do so i called her father. (bold is diamond and regular is for Raymond)

Ray can you please come for Day-Day before my parents come home?

Fine only because i love you....wait why won't you let Day-Day see them for once?

........I just don't want her to see them ok i come visit you when i can but i can't right now so COME AND GET HER PLEASE?!

Ok ok i'll come

Thanks Ray i L-love you ok i love you how far are you

Soon there.....i'm soon there.

Kk beep when your here

Ray Pov

I am fucking tired of taking my child every night from this gyal house so i ain't going for her. I am trying to fuck this hoe to get some anger off of me. So i fucked the hoe hard before i go pick up this thing i call my child.