50 Tints of Gray X 3

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"I'm infertile." I say to myself walking to the car.

"There's not a chance that I could get pregnant." I say buckling up and backing out.

Trying to reason with myself as to why I cannot get pregnant.

Why I haven't been able to get pregnant.

"If I was lucky enough to get pregnant.. what if I have a miscarriage?"

I began to speed up.

"I can't put Grayson through that."

"Fuck, I can't even put myself through that."

Overwhelmed I begin to cry.

I cannot see through my tears.

I pull over as best as I can.

I hit the steering wheel hard enough to bruise my arms.

Crying and screaming I realize that all hope is not lost...

Maybe we could adopt?

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Grayson's pov

"I honestly don't know why she's so upset." I thought to myself.

"Maybe I'm just dumb. Maybe it's because i'm not a woman.. or maybe it's because i'm still just dumb. Or both."

:(

I get a call saying I need to head back to work.

So I do.

If she comes home she'll want some space.

So I'll give her some space.

I pull out a yellow pad of paper from the inside of my suit and start writing a note to Y/N.

I leave shortly after.

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Ps.
School is kicking my ass and it's like the end of the year. this chapter is completely trash and i will work on some better ones. I took the ACT and it was actually not that easy but not that hard :( ok bye