third person pov.
Jaemin brushed his light hair back, raising his arm slightly. He clicked the photo, wearing the mask he called a smile. You see, Jaemin was an instagram idol. He had fake friends, fake relationships, fake followers. He always looked for love out in his life, only to find heartbreak. His small fingers lightly tapping on the screen, flipping through the endless amount of photos of his perfect, smooth face.
volume 1, side a: "幸福🌻"
Jaemin always faked his happiness, he wore a fake smile. He lied to those around him. He told them he was fine. He told them he was okay.
but he wasn't.
He lived with one purpose, a purpose to find his second half. His completion, what would bring him to wake up in the morning, he wanted love. true love. He tried to follow his purpose, he tried to fulfil his wishes, hopes and dreams. Only to find lies, despair, broken promises. His eyes dropped silver tears, the permanent scars on his heart ached inside him, filling him with emotions of the most overwhelming feeling of anguish, pain, torture. He was constantly filled with heartbreak, rejection. But something in him gave up, one day something in him snapped. He lost his spark, his essence, his will. His photos and words became for structured, more dull, more manufactured.
His eyes begin to flutter open as he looked at the room around him. His articles of clothing lay, covering the dull grey carpet. The broken photo frames scattered across the floor, shards of glass threatening to puncture his skin. He passed over the mess beneath him, and pushed pass a cold, wooden door. He looked out onto his bland apartment, reminding him of the memories of l̶o̶v̶e̶, f̶r̶i̶e̶n̶d̶s̶h̶i̶p̶,̶ ̶h̶a̶p̶p̶i̶n̶e̶s̶s̶. Missing the familiar surge of positive emotion, being with those you love, those you care about.
those who you thought loved you.
He stepped into the kitchen, placing his phone on the small counter in front of him. It was now a time for a regular day, with its regular sadness, and regular mask.
𝙅𝙖𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙖 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙤𝙮 .
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Fanfiction☆jaemin was always looking for love in his life, fake girlfriends and boyfriends falling at his feet. little did he know, a little boy was coughing up sunflowers for him. ☆ h a n a h a k i d i s e a s e . ☆𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 �...
