She's Trapped (Love Me #2)

Kabanata 1

Kabanata 1

Hate

“Astrid! What the hell, gusto mo bang malasing?” biglang inagaw sa’kin ni Clarence ang wine glass na iniinuman ko. Agad akong naiinis sa ginawa nito.

“Akin na nga yan Clarence!” inis kong kinuha pabalik yung wine glass, kaso inilayo niya ito.

“What the hell is your problem Astrid? You don’t need to be drunk.” Napa-iling naman ako sa sinabi  nito. Hindi. Kailangan kong mag lasing, para naman kahit papaano mawala sa isip ko yung mga sinabi ni Mom and Dad. Fuck! Why-why do they need me to-Argh!

“You don’t know what my problem is, Clarence.” I just let out a sighed. Hindi mo alam kung anong klaseng problema meron ako.

“You can tell me, what it is? You know that I’m always here for you. Just tell me, I will help you.” I chuckled a bit. No one can help me about this damn problem of mine.

Nakita kong papalapit sa'min si Camille. Nakita ata kaming umiinom dito sa sofa na inaakupahan namin.

“Come on let’s dance. Are you guys not bored here? Wala tayo dito para magluksa, let's party!" Well it’s getting late and the bar is already full and of course they are getting wilder. The smoke filled in the whole bar. Everyone seems happy, and I’m just here sitting and drinking a wine because of my damn problem.

I looked at Clarence.

“Come on! I already got bored here. Let’s dance.” I uttered to Clarence, but he just looked at me, I mean stared at me either. I tilted my head. Why are you looking at me like that Clarence? Oh don’t tell me you feel awful at me.

“Why?” I asked.

“Oh, I think this guy behind us will not let you dance in the dance floor Astrid. Oh come on! Clarence wake up, you are not together-- I mean she’s not yours. You are single and Astrid is single too. So it means we should enjoy the night, right?” Camille said. Okay I think she’s already drunk.

“I don’t care if she’s not mine, as long as she’s single I can have her.” Agad akong napa-tingin kay Clarence. He’s looking at me too. Agad akong napa-iling. Akala ko ba napag-usapan na namin to. I already rejected him, but why is he still pursuing me.

“Woah! Did you hear that Astrid! Patay na patay sayo itong kaibigan natin. Hahaha.”  Camille said. Ugh! “Pero sorry ka na lang Clarence, di ka mahal nitong kaibigan natin. Move on rin hah! So come on let’s dance Astrid.” She uttered and then pulled me into the dance floor. Dahil sa bigla ay muntikan na akong madapa. I heard Clarence cursed.

“Woah! Party.” Camille shouted and then she danced in front of me. Maraming napa-tingin sa kanya, kaya lalong naging wild ang nasa dance floor. “Astrid don’t tell me tatayo ka lang jan?” Camille said in my ears. Napa-iling ako. It’s my first time here in the bar and I didn’t even tell it to my Mom and Dad. Of course why would I? I’m mad with them.

So I should enjoy this night. I would do everything I wanted to do. Because this night, will be my Hell night.

May nakita akong sumayaw sa likod ni Camille. Napa-tingin si Camille sa lalaki at nginisian. They talk or should I say they flirt. May binulong ang lalaki kay Camille dahilan para ngumiti ito. Hinawakan nung lalaki sa baywang si Camille. Biglang tumingin si Camille sa’kin. “Enjoy.” She said and she leaved with ‘his’ guy.

Napa-iling na lang ako, Camille talaga. So I just dance. I let myself be happy tonight.

Habang nakikipag-sabayan ako sa mga taong nagsasayaw ay may naramdaman akong sumabay sa pag sayaw sa likod ko. I just thought that it’s Clarence so I resume on dancing. He danced with me. I can feel his huge and massive chest at my back. I suddenly feel a heat rush in my body, because of the way he danced with me. Sa tingin ko dala lang ito ng alak, lasing na ata ako.