Hopeless Love- How it feels

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You are in my mind all the time. Everyday, every night. I can't focus in class because of you. I can't focus on anything for that matter. 

First thing in the morning and the last thing at night, I see your smile.

I smile when I think of you. I giggle at everything you thing you say. I laugh when you are being silly. 

You make me happy, you make me sad. You give me a reason to live but at the same time, hurt me and break me. Though I know you will never be mine, I can't help but imagine.

I didn't want to get up in the morning. I didn't want to go to school but I still didn't want to be at home. I didn't want to live.

But when I fell for you, everything became a bit brighter. Now I look forward to going to school. 

But its okay if you don't like me. I just want you to be your light too, just like you are mine.