do u ever have these ideas or thoughts but u cant seem to put it on paper or even say it out loud spontaneously? bc i do. i feel like im illiterate. instead of using the days the Lord has continuously giving me wisely, i waste it. theres no way i could deny it. i think its dumb to wish a lot of things without doing anything yet here i am, being an ironic hypocrite. i have a lot in mind but my body seems not to obey to what the mind says. damn it.
