Obsessed-Jikook & Yoonmin AU

*Playdate*

(HI GUYS HERE IS ANOTHER RANDOM UPDATE🤣) 

🚫 Trigger Warning!!
There is light smut
Self harm (cutting)
And probably some Angsty shit and other stuff that might trigger you or w.e and if you can't handle it then...gtfoh bc nobody asked you to read it that was your choice, not mine which sounds like a personal problem 😉 okay? Okayy

from yours truly: Emoni🙃
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Jungkook couldn't say that he didn't enjoy his time with Jimin, because that wouldn't be nessesarily true, they did hella stuff together. And it was a generally good day, but it was missing something... Something that could make the day even more better... Better than what it already was, something that Jungkook was craving all day if he was being honest with himself. And he was going to get it, matter of fact he was determined to get it. But it had to be at the right moment.

(A/N I think y'all know what jk wants🤣) Jimin and Jungkook were at the local carnival and at a pretty late time too, so of course there was barely anybody there. It was just Jikook in their own little world, where no one else existed but the two of them. The weather was warm with a slight breeze that blew through the smallers hair and even though Jungkook hated to admit it... The man was whipped for Jimin.

"Jiminiee." Jungkook said to Jimin in a sing song voice. And Jimin blessed Jungkook with his graceful smile. 

"Yes, love?" Jimin hummed in response as a warm shade of pink came upon his cute cheeks, too shy to even look at the taller for he made his heart flutter every time he saw him, Jimin was truly and inedvidably in love with the latter, there was no way he could describe how happy Jungkook made him other than euphoric. 

Jungkook then took Jimins hand and intertwined their fingers and with his other free hand, lifted Jimins chin so that the older male can look up at him. Then he pulled the smaller by the waist to bring him closer and then he just stared at him. And as he stared deep in the smallers breathtaking eyes, he was going through a war in his mind and he was fighting the fact that he was slowly falling for him, and he knew that if he fell in he would drown them both in the long run. Sure he seems as though he doesn't care but, he does. But he'll never let Jimin know that.

Jungkook didn't even realize that he was staring for a good two minutes until Jimin brought him out of his trance. "U-um baby, why are you just staring at me like that." Jimin giggled softly. And even that made butterflies flutter in Jungkook's stomach. And it felt so wrong, because in his world it was.

(A/N OkAy I literally cRiEd while writing this ;_; )  Jungkook suddenly detached himself away from Jimin. "I literally can't do this with you Jimin." Jungkook randomly blurted out, causing Jimin to jump at the sudden action. Confused at what had just happened everything seemed to be fine so what happened?

"Jungkookie, baby - are you okay talk to me what's wrong?" Jimin asked with concern laced throughout his tone Jungkook was lightly sobbing as he went to the nearest bench and placed his elbow on his leg with his face burried in his hands. At the local carnival. Jimin follows the latter and sits beside him rubbing soothing circles on the youngers back trying to comfort him.

"Jungkook please tell me what's wrong." Jimin asked.

"It all happened when I was 8 years old...." Jungkook began.

                    °•°Flashback°•°

"Get your shit together jungkook, love is just a temporary fucking thing! Jungkook's dad yelled at him his words slurred. There was bottles of every kind liquor all around his dad, his mom left over two weeks ago and promised him she'll be back for him, because 'you will always go back for the ones you love' she told him. But she never returned.