Lie

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Suga POV

It's the hospital again..it's just been 2 week since we got discharged. The moment, I step out of the dorm it's a disaster.

It's all my fault. What if Jin's getting worse?
What if he's gonna really forgets everything.
It's all my fault..it always has been from the start.

The kidnapping should not even happened.
Why am I making Jin suffer like this.

I open my eyes to the hospital ceiling. I'm laying on a hospital bed. "Where is Jin"

I see RM and the others are sitting around my bed.
"Hyung are you okay?"

They are all worried...of Jin..
And I am at fault.

"I'm sorry! It's my fault" I said. Head down.

"What are you talking about hyung? It's not your fault" hobi hold my shoulder.

"It's my fault Jin must've followed me to BigHit.
And now look at him gotten stab!!"

"It's not your fault hyung. Calm down. You are hurt too" Jhope assured me.

Everyone seems happy that I woke up but I'm concern about Jin.
"What about Jin? Where is he?" I am about to get out of bed to look for him.

"Calm down, Suga. Jin hyung is fine" RM pulls me back into bed.

Jhope holds my body into place so that I can't leave my bed. "Fortunately, the stabbing wound are not too deep. He's okay" the doctor that examine me explains on Jin's condition

"Although, I'm sorry that he is in a dire condition now..while still recovering from the last incident" the doctor said and leave.

Hearing those words made my heart hurts. I am the reason that he's like this!

"Jin! I'm sorry! It's my fault! Don't die on me!!" I cried so much for it is truly my fault.

"Suga hyung" Everyone seems worried at my unexpected reaction.

Jin comes in limping with Kookie holding his waist to support him. "Suga, It's okay Suga, I'm all good. See I can walk already!" Jin smiles and calmed me down.

"Jin hyung" I hold onto his shirt. My mind feels empty now..all that I could remember is Jin.

"You okay?" RM reconfirm

"Why must it be Jin again? It's all my fault. I shouldn't leave the house"

"Why are you saying that it's your fault?"

"Jin went out on his own accord. The security said that he's heading to the company"

"To where I was. He must've need something! And I'm not there when he needs me"

"That's not what I meant..you are being too unreasonable"

"That's exactly what it was! I can't undo anything anymore. Jin got hit in the head again! He was freaking scared in my arms..I wasn't there for him. He is bleeding and hurt! If he lost his memories for good it's going to be my fault" I vent out on RM and leave.

RM looks very confused as I turn my back on him.

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His treatments are done. We are all staying in his ward again. Waiting for him to wake up, in good state.

Some of us are sleeping after the tired schedule.

"Guys, Jin is awake!" Jungkook calls as he sees Jin opening his eyes.

"Jin hyung?" We all surround his bed, anticipating good news but who are we kidding.

Jin looks so scared.

He trembles in fear and run to the corner of the room bringing down all his medical equipments.

"Don't come close! What did I do wrong? Don't touch me! Don't hurt my brothers!" He scream in fear.

The manager run out to call the doctor.

Jungkook slowly crawl to him and softly convince him. "Hyung.. it's okay. It's me Jungkook your little brother. We are fine. The bad guy is gone."

"Jungkook?"

"Yeah-yeah, it's Jungkook. Hyung, you are safe." Jungkook offer his right hand for Jin to hold.

"Everyone else is okay? Where's the bad guy? Where's hyun jin?" He asked concrete question which shows sign that he remembers the kidnapping incident.

"We are all fine, hyung. See all of us is here. The bad guy and hyun jin was caught by the police" Taehyung pitch in.

Jimin come close to Jin and hold his other arms. "We are in a hospital hyung. How are you feeling?"

"I-I am okay...but are you guys okay?" He is getting confused. Jimin and Jungkook help him sit back on his bed.

"Of course, what do you remember hyung?" I asked.

"Did I forget anything?" He tries to think back.

"Just some details hyung..everything else is just fine" Hobi remind him.

"It was..that bad guy! He was.." Jin stopped when the doctor come in.
"How are you feeling Jin?" Doctor asked and checked his body.

"Fine, thank you."

"Do you remember who are these people?" He pointed at us Bangtan.
"They're my brothers" Jin answer without hesitation.

"Good. Do you know why you are here?" He asked more.
"Yeah..I got hurt again. My head is in pain and so does my body, it feels uncomfortable" he complains.

"You did..but you are gonna be all better, just need more rest" doctor said with a smile and leave them.

"Hyung," everyone gather around Jin anticipating his good condition. "Do you really remember everything?" Taehyung asked.

"Of course I do, why'd you asked?"

"Do you remember my name?" Tae asked

"Of course..it's Kim taehyung.."

"Great.. then you must've recover then" Tae got excited alone.

"It is painful? Did you remember everything that's gotten to do with the kidnapped?" Namjoon asked the hardest question.

"Yes.." Jin sounded scared "I remember getting beaten up too" Jin said and his hands starts tremble. Jungkook and Jimin quick reflexes hold down his hands.

"We are always here, hyung. That bad guys is as good as dead" I said assuring him.

"Thanks..but it was really scary. I remember them jump onto me and dragging me to the alley. Hitting my head with metal pipe." Jin let it out in one go.

Everyone is proud of him for remembering.

But to me he sounded genuine..too genuine for Jin..
Is he lying? To make us feel better?

I'm glad that he's fine now but it's so sudden..

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