Deeper With You // Peter K. & Hardin S.

Chapter 2

The time is moving slower now. He is sitting right in front of me at the table. I don't know why I am feeling this way.  At my side is Caroline talking to Lucas really happily which makes me so happy for her, they're so cute! There is just the four of us at home since their parents went out. Every time that I look at Peter he is looking at me, which let me say I like but at  the same time don't because the attention that he gives me makes me feel strange, I never felt like this it's like I don't want to feel this way, but at the same time I want more. 

Out of nowhere, I feel my phone vibrating and I couldn't believe I had a message from no more no less than Him, Peter...

"This meeting is so boring! I already know why you're here!" I was shocked it wasn't the first time we talked but who am I going to lie this was the first time that he messaged me. 

" Why is that? I'm curious. I guess I don't even know" I said " Come on I know you are just an excuse to distract me. So they can be alone!" Okay, he knew it! What am I going to answer now? " I see you aren't dumb at all!" I was laughing internally at this moment " hahaha let's say something like that. What do you think of doing what she wanted us to do?", wait what " What do you suggest?" this boy will be the death of me " Pool?" he said and I looked to him and nod.

He stands up and starts to go to the pool, and I slowly started following him, I knew that he didn't feel anything for me, he was just helping his friend out, which makes him a really nice friend. I, on the other hand, was confused. 

We sat at the sofa next to the pool and started chatting, nothing important, just knowing each other. Which was kind of awkward at the beginning since we just stared at each other but he was really sweet and started a conversation randomly. 

" Hey, what do you think of checking out how Carol and Lucas are?" I suggested because I really was curious and deep down I knew he was too. He smiled and I suddenly pulled him by his shirt (yeah I don't know what happened on my mind to do that neither) and took him to the window where they were and I couldn't believe what I was seeing... " Oh, God!" I said and he just covered my eyes while laughing at the image of Caroline and Lucas kissing  " You don't need to see this! I'll protect your innocence, don't worry!"

After watching the romantic act of my best friend with her crush I went home, it was already late, I lay in my bed and stare into the ceiling, I am a 17-year-old teenager, that never had a boyfriend and never had fallen in love. And my routine was literally home school, school home. My biggest crushes are boys in my favourite books and movies. God, I am a disaster, on the other hand, all my friends have boyfriends are madly in love and go out all the time and have fun!   But why can't a girl be single and be happy about it? Or why can't I be like a normal teenager and go out when people invite me? Why I am always afraid of doing new things? Sincerely, I can't understand. Maybe that's not the biggest problem in my life! School is! But I never do anything new or challenging maybe is time to change !! Yeah, that's it! Chloe Smith from this day on you will start to live as the teenager that you are! With this, I fell asleep.

I am getting ready for school, and as I am about to live my house with my two younger brothers close behind I receive a message from Caroline saying that she is going to school with Lucas, well that really is an odd thing, we always go together. That must mean that her brother told her that he actually didn't mind about seeing them together. And now I am making movies in my head, if she is going with him to school then probably they are going to sit together at lunch as normal couples do, that means that I will be completely alone at school. As the shy teenager that I am, I seriously consider missing school it will be so awkward for me! And now my older brother isn't at my school anymore which means I can't sit at their table. "Come on Chloe you are a grown-up girl just face your fears, you have the cheerleader girls! Their your friends" Justin my 10 years old brother says as I tell him about my situation, he was kind of right, I should fill ashamed of hearing a child being more adult than you,  " So that means that I can't eat my lunch with you guys?" I said just to see them laugh, "No! we want you to make new friends or even find a boyfriend" Brandon my 12-year-old brother said, okay, not even my brothers want to sit with me why the other teenagers would. 

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