Awake

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     Every morning I wake up to a lot of texts and dm's, why, because I'm "popular." Hi my name is Brooke and I'm a cheerleader oh and I'm dating the football Captain Ryan. I'm not what you think I am, I am no where to be mean and hateful towards anyone. Because I have a lot more to hate on then innocent people. My whole life people looked up to me because I'm nice towards everyone, but I don't think they should look up to me.i mean I don't even have a best friend for crying out loud. All I have are friends and that's all. If I ever have a best friend they could never come to my house because my parents would like them more than their own child.                           Why I say this about my parents is because they don't think I'm trying hard enough even though I have straight A's and I am a cheerleader. I mean I shouldn't worry about it because I have my boyfriend.
       "Wake up you need to get ready for school." My dad yells
       "Okay I will be down in 10."
     When I'm done getting ready I head to school because I don't want to eat with my parents or wait for them to judge me because I wear big shirts and black leggings to school with no makeup on. But on Fridays I wear makeup and nice clothes because Everytime on Friday's after school there are people over at my house for no reason at all. I get cut off on my thoughts when I pull up to school and see a car parked in the lot. I'm usually they only person here because I always come an hour early. When I realize it's my boyfriend's car I pull up next to him and see him with Lillie making out. I text Ryan and say I am here. He looks up and sees my car he hurries up and jumps into my car and realizes I saw what just happen.
          "Don't say anything Ryan okay, you guys should date. because if you went out of the way to date someone while having a relationship you didn't like the relationship. Don't say you loved me because if you did you wouldn't cheated. Don't say you stopped loving me because you just can't stop loving someone you either love them or you don't. Now please go be with her." I say while smiling.
       When he leaves my car I cry for thirty minutes because I'm in pain and I need to think. When I'm done crying and my eyes aren't puffy anymore I head inside of the school.
          Already people run up to me and ask if I'm okay I tell them yes I'm fine. Because I am fine now. When I head to my first class their is this new kid he has black hair and tattoos. Also he is very fit. And he is sitting by my desk. When I sit down he starts to shift in his chair.
             "Let me guess you are a nerd and you think you like me?" He says
              "Um no I'm a cheer captain I'm popular but I do get good grades."
               "Sorry what you're popular?" He says with disbelief
         I pull out my phone and show him my Instagram and he sees I have over 3.2 million follows because of my parents and other people and cheer comps.
                   "Damn wow I believe you now. I'm Aidan Gallagher."
                    "I'm Brook White."