See what puzzles me is how does she matter so much more then i ever did.
This thought probarly crosses my mind more then anything.
Did i ever even compare to her?
Was she always the first choice or was i just a last opition?...
I'll never for sure if i was even worth anything to you.
Honestly did you ever really see me and love me
like i did for you.
Those words seem so empty now..
The memories seem so distanst and so far gone.
I wish i could i seen it and stopped you.
I really hoped you'd wouldn't let go this time
Alot of time has pasted since then
but i can't help but hurt inside...
Cause my i love you wasn't a mistake
I ment it more then anything.
