Age is just a number (R5 fan fiction)

Uh oh!

Sarah's P.O.V

I wake up and I try to move. But I can't. I'm being squished by a wall and a Ross :/. "Ross....Ross." I whisper poking Ross's face. Nothing. "Ross." I say a little louder. "Ross!" I yell in his ear. "Ahhhhh!" Ross yells as he falls out of bed. I giggle and I crawl over to the edge of the bed. "You ok?" I ask giggling. "Yea." Ross says laughing a little. I reach my arm out to help him up and Ross pulls my arm so I fall down on top of him. "Good morning!" Ross laughs. "Morning." I laugh back. Ross and I get up and get dressed. We go into the kitchen and start making breakfast. "So what do you want to do today?" I ask mixing the pancake mix. "Well we have to go to the studio to rehearse today so how about I come get you later tonight and we can all go swimming in the pool. You know night swimming. We can invite Hannah, Anna, Lexi, Ashly, and Daniel over." Ross says. "Ok sounds good." I say. We finish making pancakes and Ross and I start eating sense everyone else was still sleeping. Lazy butts. Ross walks me to my house and we stop at the front door "Ok I better go wake the others so we can go to the studio." Ross says. "Ok I'll see you guys later tonight!" I say. "I love you!" Ross says. "I love you too!" I say. We kiss. Ross jogs back over to his house and I walk inside. I see my mom standing in the door way. She looked mad. "Uh hey mom." I say. "What do you think your doing?!" my mom yells. "What?" I ask. "Don't act dumb! I saw you kissing Ross!" My mom yells. Uh oh. "Mom I can explai-" I was cut off by my mom slapping me. I touch my face where my mom hit me. I start tearing up. "You think you can lie to me and say your having sleep overs with Rydel so you can go make out with Ross!" My mom yells. "Well what was I supposed to do?! You wouldn't let me see him! And Ross is a good guy! He would never take advantage of me! He loves me!" I yell back fully crying. "You think he loves you. Why would he love you? You don't deserve him!" My mom yells. I cry even harder. How could my own mother be saying this stuff to me, Yelling at me, And worst of all she hit me! "He does love me and I do deserve him! and you can't stop me from seeing him!" I yell. My mom slaps me again. "Don't you talk to your mother like that!" My mom yells. I wipe the tears off of my cheeks and I look at my mom straight in the eye. "I hate you!" I yell. My mom glares at me. "He doesn't love you. No one does! Your worthless!" My mom yells in my face. I run up to my room tears streaming down my face. I slam my door shut and I cry into my pillow. How could she say that? What had gotten into her? I thought she loved me. I cry harder in my pillow. I go into my bathroom and I turn on my shower. I get in the shower and I cry into my knees. I look at my razor. I slowly reach for it. No! what am I doing? I would never do self harm! I shake the thought out of my head. I wash my hair. I finish my shower and I lay in my bed. I put my head phones in and I fall asleep.

I wake up at 5pm. I stretch. I sit up and I look around my room. The fight I had with my mom runs over and over in my head. I tear up a bit and I get up and I look in my mirror. I have a huge bruise on my face from where my mom hit me. I start full on crying. I grab a bag and I fill it with clothes. I get all my toiletries and etc. I put on some jeans and my The 1975 shirt. I put my converse and beanie on. I grab my bag and I sneak downstairs. I look around and I see my mom sleeping on the couch. I open the front door. I quietly close the door and I look at my mom thorough the door. I touch the bruise on my cheek. I start to cry again. I run over to Ross's house. I'm two hours early but their car is here so they should be home. I knock on the door. I wait a few seconds and I see the door open. A laughing Rocky frowns in concern when he sees me. "Oh my god Sarah what happened?!" Rocky asks worried. "I-I...." I break down and I start crying. Rocky pulls me inside and hugs me. "Shhh it's ok." Rocky whispers as he plays with my hair. We are sitting on couch in the living room. I'm crying in Rocky's shoulder. I hear voices coming and I see Ross, Riker, Rydel, Ryland and Ratliff come into the living room. There laughing smiling faces turn into confused worried ones. "Sarah! Babe what happened?!" Ross asks rushing to me. "My..mom..hit..me.." I cry. Everyone gasps in shock. Rocky hands me to Ross. I cry into Ross's chest. Everyone sits around me comforting me. I finally pull myself together. "Are you ok now?" Ross asks. "Yea." I say wiping my face. Ross lightly rubs his thumb over the bruise on my cheek. "Can you tell us what happened?" Riker asks. "Yea." I say. I take a breath. "My mom saw Ross and I kissing earlier at my front door. When I walked in my house she started yelling at me. I tried explaining myself and then she slapped me. She yelled at me again. She said that Ross doesn't love me and I don't deserve him. I said that he Does love me and that I do deserve him. She slapped me again. She called me worthless and that no one loves me. I said I hated her. She glared at me and called me worthless again. After that I ran up to my room." I say wiping tears out of my eyes. Everyone looks at me in shock. "I can't believe she did that." Rydel says. "I'm sorry Sarah. This wouldn't of happened if it wasn't for me." Ross says. "Please don't blame yourself Ross. It's really not your fault. She would of found out sooner or later." I say. "Yea but she didn't have to go out of control like that!" Ross says. "I know. I really don't know why she's acting like this." I say. "I promise I won't let her hurt you again." Ross says lightly kissing my bruised cheek. "Thanks Ross. Oh can I stay at your guys's house for a while. I don't want to go back to her." I say. "Of course!" Riker says. "Thanks guys. Your the best!" I say. I hug everyone. "Hey how about we call the others and we have that pool party." Ross says. "Sounds good!" I say. We call Lexi, Ashly, Daniel, Hannah, And Anna and we go outside to get the pool ready. We order some pizza's and we get some drinks. We fill the pool with glow sticks and other colorful lights. We hang white Christmas lights all around. The others finally show up. "Hey guys!" I say as they walk to the pool. "Hey Sarah what's- Holy crap! What happened to you!" Lexi asks. "It's nothing. I'll tell you later." I say. "Ok...." Lexi says. "You let me know if I need to kick some butt!" Hannah says. "Don't worry I will. Now let's swim!" We all jump in and we swim and eat pizza until 1am!

"Ok guys we better get going." Lexi says. I say bye to Lexi, Ashly and Daniel and so does everyone else. Rocky and Lexi hug and so do Anna and Riker. Sooooo freaking cute! Lexi, Ashly, Daniel, Anna, and Hannah leave. "That was so much fun!" I say drying myself off. "Yea it was! We need to do that again!" Rocky says. "Yea we do!" Riker says drying his hair. We all walk inside and we say night to each other. Ross and I walk up to his room. I change into one of Ross's shirts and a pair of my night shorts. Ross is in his boxers and no shirt. We crawl into bed and snuggle up. "Goodnight princess. I love you." Ross says kissing me. "Goodnight babe. I love you too." I nuzzle into his chest and Ross plays with my hair. "Don't worry you'r safe." Ross whispers. I close my eyes and I fall asleep.