Daze Gone By

Lighting the fuse

Take a drag, breathe, exhale, repeat. The only way to deal with it all, the urges, the loneliness, the stress, the hell in the air.It's like the burn helps too, it hurts you the way it's suppose it, it's not hidden.
          Every morning is like this, smoke a little, breathe a little, go to school. I belong to a prestigious academy for the mundane people of the world, willowwoods high. My company consists of the few chosen heroes I call kush, the purple mage of the realm, olive, the wise yet small and Tom the chillest.
               It's like this, we met in detention and while mr fucksurmom slept we smoked a little, ever since then we've kinda just been a whatever thing. Olives smart as fuck but she doesn't like being smart, says it's stupid, she says being smart is knowing that nothing matters but being zen. Then Kush, like wow, guys got game, big black guy being our quarterback is funny as shit when you find out the guys....well let's just say he's cool, it's his shit to say anyways. Then there's him, Tom the chillest, my bae if I could but toms cool, he's deep you know? I look at him when he talks and I'm like "dude stop staring, you're not gay are you".
                   It's funny talking to yourself when you're high, now try judging yourself while you're high. I think I'm the weirdest, little Mexican boy who doesn't even know if he's into guys, girls or plants like wtf you know?
                     Every few minutes it's a new class, a new cell until lunch time when I get to hang out with the group, lay on the grass, share a quick smoke, and talk shit. I think I saw a rabbit in the clouds once. Olive cried, said something about her parents, god seeing an Asian chick cry Is weird.
               I think over the past year we're kinda close, we know a lot about each other and shit, could be better but it's whatever, it's all shirt colors and fashion anyways. Like Tom says "you can only like somebody's inner self so much, nobody likes you if you're style doesn't click with the missing piece of theirs." Damn he's good. Bell rang, Mr.belleview said to sit down, I remember him calling my name but I don't really care right now, I'm headed to charr house with the guys so he can shove it up his ass. Just another day.