Loving him.

My name is Bianca Marie Hood. My brother is Calum Hood. And I have a crush on his band mate, Michael.

Part 1: Texting the Bestie

Bekah: PLEASE TELL ME WHO UR CRUSH IS!

DOES HE GO TO OUR SCHOOL!?

IS HE CUTE!?

IS HE EMO!

Me: Rebekah, calm down. I will tell you who it is tomorrow. Honestly I'm very tired.. Goodnight

Bekah: K. fine don't tell me I will ask my boyfriend who u like😘 ttyl bye!!!

Me: ok goodnight my brother won't tell u because he doesn't even know ☺️

Bekah: I know who u like, it's Michael and he isn't good for you!

Me: so what, he may not feel the same way but, i think he is good for me.

Bekah: no he's not u can do way better than that cherry red head!

Me: ok Rebekah I love him ok!? And idc what u think or what anyone else thinks! I didn't say anything when u told me u liked my brother! So stop making me feel like crap!!

Bekah: ok whatever sorry night

Part 2:

next day.

Today I was wearing my jeans and my "Vans off the wall" sweatshirt so the sleeves could hide my scars. I was also wearing my hello kitty vans, my hair was down today. I had just dyed the bottom of my hair light brown because it sticks out from the rest of my dark brown hair. I was going to go watch my brother and his band practice. I usually didn't like going, but since Michael is there, I'm there. "Rebekah come on we aren't going to a fashion show let's go!" I yelled. " okay I'm coming Ms. Bossy" she replied. She walked out of the bathroom and she was wearing her ripped skinny jeans, my brothers Tshirt and converse. Her hair was in curls and her makeup was done perfectly. I always wanted to look like her because she was skinny and pretty and in here like a ball of goop. I was never a skinny girl, I am 130 pounds... That's the reason why I hurt myself and cut, because I'm ugly and fat.

Part 3:

At band practice

"Hey baby" Bekah said pecking my brother on the cheek. "Hey everyone" I said. "Hey B" was the reply.

*5mins later*

They started playing their 2nd song, voodoo doll, it was my favorite. I started singing loudly because, no one could here me, they were playing so loud and so good. I don't usually sing in public unless they can't hear me. Anyway, Rebekah tripped over the wires and the music stopped. I didn't notice because I was singing so loud and after I finished the song is when I realized everyone was staring at me and clapping.

Part 4

My house

After the weird evening I had singing out loud and stuff we came back to my house, well technically my parents house. Only Michael and Rebekah and Obviously Calum came because he lives there. Calum and Bekah went upstairs to watch a movie. That left me and Michael downstairs to play video games. After an hour or so Michael turned off the game. " Oh come on what the hell Mikey I was about to kill him!" I said annoyed "oh sorry haha... But I have to tell you something" he said. " I was really nervous because I didn't know what he was going to say... " I know you like me and, to be honest I really like you to." He said "how did you know" I said "whenever your around me you smile and blush.". "Oh" I said.

part 5

20 minutes after Mikey said he liked me

Me and Michael were watching t.v. He kissed me on the cheek. I turned bright red I couldn't help it. I took off my sweater because it was getting real hot. After I took off my sweater Michael reached for my hand to grab it, but then I heard a gasp. He saw my arm full with cuts.. "Bianca.. What did u do?!" He sounded worried. "It doesn't matter anymore" I said. "It does matter to me!" He said. "Ok Im insucure and i hate my stomach and my face and my hair I hate my fat thighs and I IDK OK!? " I cried. He pulled me closer to his chest so I was crying into his sweatshirt. I stop crying and said I'm sorry and I wouldn't do it again. "It's ok. I know it may be to soon to say this but I think I love you Bia-" he was cut off because I climbed into his lad and kissed his lips and sat back down next to him. "go on" I said. "Haha what I was goin to say was I think I love you Bianca" he said. " I think I love you to" the whole night my head was on his lap and he was playing with my hair and touching it, he said it was soft and he didn't know why I hated my hair so much. After 15 minutes we both fell asleep.

I felt it, it was love that would go on. He loved her body, her hair, her face, her everything. And she to him. ❤️

The end