Have you ever felt that it was all your fault? Like how everything collapsed just because of one fucking person and it was you.
I've certainly felt that lately, it does kinda hurt. It's like you made a problem even bigger that left a blackhole in you were everytime you try to hold it in the blackhole just sips it all into space. Leaving a hole that can no longer be filled.
I wonder, it was going so well. What part did it go wrong? Oh, the part with me in it.
I never wished for me to happen either.
Why am I even here?
Im just an idiot, what do you expect from an idiot?
Haha you hate me? Me too!
My mind is broken, no needle and thread can fix that.
Who needs him anyways? Well, I do.
What's the point? Like he knows I exist.
My heart is broken no band aid can heal that.
My head hurts.
Reality is more scarier than the horror movie you watched last week.
Can I curse just even for now?
Fuck my life
HA i am a bitch
Tired of this shit
This feeling, the feeling of crucial death. Hurts like a thousand bullets being shot in your head. Like a million knives stabbing your heart. Like chains chocking you.
Thats how it feels like.
Deppression
Anorexia
Death
