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"Aish..uh..im sorry Jungkook, i have a boyfriend.." ouch. Was i just rejected by my ex? And its too late to go to Jimin again, he said that if i left i couldnt come back for him..but its worth a shot? Maybe he said it out of anger.. "Oh.. Its okay..! Im happy for you.." i was trying so hard to not cry so i forced a smile knock knock "Jungkook? What do you want?" He seems really mad.. "Hey hyung...Jennie has a boyfriend..can we start over..?" He scoffed "Really?! I already told you if you are going to leave me you cant get me back. No way, plus i like someone else." that hurt even more, i lost the two loves of my life, the ones who stopped me from ending it all..hate me? I screwed up, big time (rush) i couldnt believe this "H-hyung im sorry!! Please.." "No. Im tired of loving you then having to move on and live you again just because you dont know if you love me or Jennie more. Good-bye." He shut the door, i never felt so..alone..or like a nobody..this hurt so much. How could i think i could have both of them without cheating?! Im so stupid! I cant believe i let myself do this! I lost who i wanted to be my girlfriend and my ex-fianceé! Again! Why cant i ever make things right?! Why cant i help anyone be happy?! Im so so stupid...