-Ill keep Searching-

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3rd Person POV
The place is a mess...beer stains in the carpets, coffee mugs in the kitchen counters, dirty plates and cups stacked in the sink...the garbage is now in piles everywhere, there was no sign of clean in any of the room either clothes everywhere, sheets all messed up and everything is open not bothered to put stuff where they belong...that's the life of all of the boys in the house right now....

BUT BEFORE WE GET TO THE REAL SHIT HERES A COMMERCIAL BREAK—Jk jk IM SORRY!!!

SLAM!!!
In came a drunk Yoongi stumbling to his shared room almost falling from the stairs as he went in to his room he flopped down into the bed looking at ceiling what on his mind who knows....soon he started smiling for no reason he curled in a ball and started crying to fall asleep a typical day for him at least he should know it's been like that for 5 months now....
As he was thinking of that he remembered him his Jiminie what could he be dojng maybe with some one better than him? At least he'll be happy I guess....and like that a drunk Yoongi fell asleep with a broken heart for over 5 months....

SLAM!!
Next came a high Hoseok...Very Hugh that if he doesn't check his phone he forgets his name that's how it's been for 5 months and 14 days.... but like usual he runs around the house and ends up in the couch he grabs the controller and and scrolls to Netflix but stops by one certain movie..... "Twilight"  Jimins favorite...Just then he lost control and smashed the controller and was about to smash the tv when his fist got stopped by no other than a tired Namjoon, Namjoon looked at the tv screen and smiles with teary eyes...
"I miss them too Hoseok but look at us what can we do we all are in a horrible state an-".
SLAM!!
(Omg poor door R.I.P you will be forever missed 🙏🏽 wait I'm the one who's writing this lol)
Namjoon was interrupted by a crying Jungkook. Jungkook looked at them and shook his head "They're not at their favorite p-places. T-the p-place I met m-m-my Tae-hyungie! I can't find them" Jungkook dropped to his knees having another meltdown. Everyday since Taehyung, Jimin and Jin left he's been looking for them and everyone he doesn't find them he breaks down.
Namjoon sighed and fought his tears and headed to Jungkook and put him on his feet.
"Come and res-"
"NO ILL KEEP SEARCHING FOR HIM FOR THEM ITS MY FAULT THEYRE GONE!!" Screamed Jungkook and left to search for them again just like always.
Namjoon sighed and looked towards the direct where Hoseok was but he was gone. Namjoon went up to Hoseoks and Yoongis room and saw Hoseok back hugging Yoongi while sleeping. He smiled a bit to himself and he went to his own room and saw his bed unmade for days now, His closet was a mess and his clothes where everywhere the only place that was tidy was the place that Jin always was in there room it was there little secret room with a swing for them both to sit in. Namjoon went to there and looked at it.

(This is how it looks like)It was the only spot that was clean he sat down and imagined Jin sitting next to him

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(This is how it looks like)
It was the only spot that was clean he sat down and imagined Jin sitting next to him. Telling his dad jokes and his amazing smile with his perfect face. Namjoon started crying while chanting 'I'm sorry' or 'I didn't mean it' or 'please come back' or even 'I can't live without you'.

Jungkooks POV
I've been searching everywhere their favorite places. Their least favorite places even where we all met...where are they! I didn't know where I was until I saw the ocean I'm at the beach I brought Taehyung for out 4th date. I smiled at the memory...he looked so happy with his boxy smile, and his perfect self...I got off the car and walked towards the ocean sat down looking at it not doing anything.....until I started crying.
"WHY DO I CRY THESE FUCKING TEARS WHEN ALL IT DOES IS NOTHING BUT MAKE ME SUFFER!" I screamed i looked at my sweater I had and put my sleeves up and saw my.......tattoos plus.......



































Many cuts.....
I've been cutting ever since Taehyung left...I took out my phone and took out the case and saw my blade....with my hands trembling I took it and started cutting myself.....

Once~ CUT!

Twice~ CUT!

Trice~ CUT

Fourth~ CUT!

Fifth~ CUT!

Sixth~ CUT!

Seven-

I collapsed blood is spilling through my body I look to my side and see 3 figures coming towards me why now....whatever all I want to do is die my life without Taehyung is hopeless I'm so tired.....the last thing I saw was something screaming my name.....how do they know my name but I let it go as darkness surrounded me....

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I want to make a deal with you guys so I want to update on either Wednesday and Sunday or Monday and Thursday? Whoever get the most is the decision the deadline is Tuesday!
Byeeeee~
DoubleN🖤

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