Yours Truly, The Celebrity

You're Dead To Me.

It's been three weeks since I've seen Ashton. I was getting to the point where I wanted to run back to him and smother him in kisses.

No. I can't. He cheated on me.

But Cassidy, you love him.

I fought myself, until I threw my glass to the floor and broke it. I fell to the floor in tears. I wrapped my arms around my legs and cradled myself. I hissed as sharp glass hit my hand. I got up and ran downstairs, holding my hand. I ran past Ben, who heard me and immediately got up and came to me. I turned on the faucet, and threw my hand into it. I screamed in pain again because it was boiling hot water.

I threw my hand out and tumbled over. I fell on the floor and held my arm, cradling myself again. Ben picked me up, and I begged him not to. He did anyway, he sat me on the counter and cupped his hands on my face. He wiped away every tear away. He wrapped my hand and hugged me.

I saw Missy's phone light up. I looked at it.

Whoever you are, thank you very much for screwing up a perfect relationship.

I gasped and unlocked her phone and saw the same text message to Ashton. I dropped her phone. Ben picked it up, read it, and threw it.

I got up and called her name. I saw her outside and stormed towards her. She smiled at me, but I wiped the smile clear off her face with a smack.

I walked out and ran outside and kept running. I ran to Ashton's house. I took a breath and knocked on the door. He opened it, he was in sweatpants.

»Cassidy?« He asked, his eyes were red; from crying.

I attacked him down to the floor and kissed him. He was startled at first, but then he placed his hands on my waist. I smiled between the kiss, I missed his beautiful lips so much. I forced myself to pull away.

»I should've believed you.« I said.

»It was Missy, wasn't it?« He asked.

I nodded, »Baby, I'm so sorry.«

He smiled, »Darling, I have you! That's all I need.« I smiled and leaned in for one more kiss for right now. I saw Ben pull up.

He walked up and said, »We'll you two made up.«

I rolled my eyes, and I saw the pain in his. I hugged him, and he started to cry.

»I'm sorry, man. Please stay here.« Ashton offered.

»Thank you.« He sobbed.

Ben walked up to the same room where he had once stayed when Missy slapped him. My heart sank, and I was about to run up the stairs before Ashton grabbed my forearm, and threw me into his arms. I embraced it and closed my eyes. He still was wearing 'Fierce' by Abercrombie. I missed that scent. He kissed the top of my head.

»Three weeks felt like three years, Cassidy.« He said softly.

I didn't respond, he was right. It felt like forever. He let go, I smiled and ran upstairs.

I ran into Ben's room and saw him with a razor. Tears streamed down my face as I watched him cut himself. He looked up and gasped when he saw me.

»Ben, put the razor down.« I said calmly.

Ben immediately dropped the razor.

He started crying, still in shock. I ran over to his side and and held him.

I heard Ashton coming up the stairs and walked in. His eyes landed on Ben's wrist. He grabbed some bandages and came over and wrapped his wrist up.

»Where are your keys?« I asked Ben.

He pointed to them, I got up and stormed off with them. No questions were asked. I got into his car and drove towards Ben's house. I stormed in and walked upstairs.

»Cassidy!« I heard Missy calling me.

I walked into Ben's room and got his stuff. I got Dakota. I was about to leave, when Missy grabbed my arm. I forced myself out of her grip, and slapped her.

»Why is there blood on you shirt?« Dakota asked me.

»Your brother decided to cut himself thanks to someone,« I glared at Missy. »You're dead to me, Missy.«