My Mafia Baby

Moving

BEEP...BEEP...BEEP…

I groaned, the beeping was getting annoying. I opened my eyes to a very bright light and had to close them immediately right after i opened them. I felt someone. WTF… I squeezed whoevers hand was in mine.

“Guys she is awake!” I heard Yoongi yell.

I winced at how loud he shouted, and groaned when I heard stomping and the door fly open so fast it slammed into wall.

“Be quiet…” I whispered. They all went silent… but not for long.

“Are you okay?!”

“Why did you do that?!”

“Are you feeling better?!”

“Stop with the fucking questions.” I snarled.

I opened my eyes making my eyes adjust to the lighting and looked at all of them. I also look down to see Yoongi holding my hand, I look him in the eyes, then yank my hand out of his. He looked hurt. I looked down at my arms to see all the cuts. I slowly slid my fingers across the scabbed scars. A tear rolled down my cheek, as I looked up to see everyone looking at me worriedly. I started laughing.

“(y/n) are you okay? What’s so funny?” Jin asked.

“Why am I here?” I asked leaning back and looking at them curiously, but before they could say anything the door was opened.

“Jungkook?! How did you get out of the basement?!” I asked in full panic mode.

“I told Min-Seo the code and she opened it for me why?” I looked down at my hands, I started shaking, bad. I grabbed the needle that was in my arm and ripped it out. I then leaped off of the bed and bolted out the door. I could hear the boys running after me and yelling. I saw a bicycle just laying on the sidewalk, I ran to it and got on so I was faster. When I got home, the gate was open which it never is. I jumped off the bike and ran up the long driveway and straight into my house. I looked around and noticed the basement door was open, I ran down there but I couldn’t see anyone, so I ran back upstairs. But what happened next caught me off guard.

“M-Min-Seo what are y-you doing?” Why am I stuttering? I’m so pathetic. I hate myself.
“You are pathetic. Did you really think I was going to be nice and stay here with you hell no bitch! I am going to run this house and own those boys! But I have to kill you first, don’t I?” She cocked the gun and aimed at my head. She had a dirty looking smirk on her face, it made me sick.

“Do it already, God damn!” That's when I heard a gunshot but I wasn’t hit. I gasped as I looked down at Min-Seo...dead. I spun around and saw Jungkook with a gun in his hand. He was sweating.

“Th-thank you.” I said before rushing upstairs crying. I slammed my door shut and locked it throwing myself on my bed.

“What is happening to me?!” I keep asking myself quite loudly little did I know everyone was outside my door listening to me. “Why did I go back to my old habit?! Why do I have feelings for him?! Why does every little thing triggered me?! Why do they have to be so mean to me?” I was quite for a few seconds until. “Why am I still alive?!” I started sobbing.

Yoongi’s POV

The boys and I were standing outside her door. Was her old habit cutting? Who does she have feelings for? I hope it’s me. Is she okay? I want to help her. Is she talking about us? Jungkook? Maybe I don’t know.

She was quite for a few seconds until she spoke again which pushed me over the edge. “Why am I still alive?” she asked herself.

I looked down at my hands they were shaking… I ran away from the door to my room and cried on my bed. I didn’t know we made her feel like that… I know what to do to help her then. I’ll move…