Falling for You

Choices

So before I go off on my tangent, know that my life is literally a soap opera. In my life I've had many weird things happen, and love for me is one of the weirdest. Normally, I'm over looked, but for some reason senior year was different.

I've always been busy. I take all honors classes, while also doing tennis, student council, NHS ( National Honor Society), theater, and Marching band. I'm always tired and already doing something. I've never had time to relax, but for some reason, I thought this would be the perfect time to get myself into some life be drama.

The Summer before senior year, a friend named Chase helped me not only convince Quin to consider dating me, but also hit on me anytime he got the chance. I always thought he was joking so I brushed it off as nothing.

During senior year we started our fall show. Me and Quin were forced to hang out around each other. During the week of the show my friend Meghan asked it I still liked him, and of course I said yes. No matter what I did I couldn't get him out of my head. Weeks began to passed, and just as I was starting to give up he said we should talk more. I didn't know what to make of it.

Chase was getting more and more flirty. As me and Quin started to get out friendship back to its original status, Chase and I were getting really flirty. Even though that was the case, I kept pushing him away, thinking he was only joking with me. You may be asking why I thought he was joking, when he had been hitting on me since the summer, well when he's talking to another girl, why would I think he would ever like me. I'm not the most open person in the world. Plus, I was still hoping me and Quin had a shot. Me and Chase flirt got more intense. More steamy moments kept happening, as well as just plain romantic one, but if I'm being honest. I couldn't help but think of Quin the whole time. Don't get me wrong, Chase was hot, and I could definitely see us working. Shit other people thought we were together from the way we were acting towards one another, but he joked to much about everything. He was a flirt and I never knew if what he said was serious.

The Chase problem eventually ended after Quin asked me to homecoming. Once I started to realize he actually still wanted to be with me, all I could think about was him, and his smile and his laugh. He asked me out homecoming night, and I had never been so happy in my life.

In the end it was never really a choice. He had my heart since I first met him a year ago, and no one would take his place.