How. How to be not me? How to be complete? How to feel happiness again? How to be free from the cages of your parents and be the girl you wanna be? How to see my twin again and again?
It's the day that I've long been waiting for----My birthday. I've been celebrating 'our' birthday for many years and no Jillian Soo, and no more naughty and noisy twin with me anymore
Every time it's our birthday, I go to the place were we always hang out whenever we got bored or we just wanna have some quantity time with each other and talk
August 1, 2019 our supposed to be birthday and now my birthday, I celebrated with the rest of the family and open so many gifts and letters from fans and other people and read them before opening my last gifts
July 31 the day before our/my birthday was the date that I won't and the worst day ever in my life! It all started at the amusement park
~FLASHBACK~
"Mom I wanna go home, I'm sleepy please?" I pleased mom and do a puppy eyes and she nodded her head "Sure, come on Jillian let's go home"
Jillian, my twin the opposite of me "But I don't want to mom! Hmp" Jillian protested and pout "Now Jillian, that's mean not to obey or follow your mom come on let's go home Gillian is sleepy"
By that Jillian just followed mom while, Mom is holding my right hand and I can see in her eyes that she wanted to stay here for another minute, but I know that mom won't allow that
We arrived at the car and mom buckles her seatbelt and also ours and starts the engine, the trip was kinda silent and peaceful more than I thought it would be though
"Mom!!" I yelled and mom looked at the road and she turned the string wheel as fast as she could and we. We bumped to a tree near to the Seoul hospital and I loss my sight and everything became black
I woke up without Jillian by my side and I can see Mom crying at the corner and whipping her tears, I had no idea what happened and why she cried I only knew that I'm here at the hospital and we bumped to a tree near at the Seoul hospital and that's all I knew on that time
I didn't knew that Jillian was dead, after I knew that Jillian was dead. It took me almost a year to accept and to move on. I wanna commit suicide, to see her again
END OF THE FLASHBACK..
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