Solving Problems.

Solving Problems.Chapter three

I walked out of poundland with two bags of food and drink,I was so proud right now.I was walking on my usual route back to mine and Sams Place.The bags where starting to dig into my wrist which i hated lucky i was nearly home.I got into the appartment and put down the heavy bags,I had things like milk,biscuits,crips etc because we dont have things like cookers,fridges to store food in or cook food on.

''How did you get all that?!''Sam almost screamed.

I let out a smile and said ''Dancing''

''OMG Kirst i told you your dancing was awesom-Whats that on your arm?''He said looking at my arm curiously.

''Oh some boys said to audition for dancers for their next tour''

''Tour?''Sam asked with a raised eybrow.

''Oh there famous i met them in the club and ran into them today''

''HOLY SHIT FAMOUS!''sam shouted. ''Keep your voice down its not a big deal i dont even know who they are''

''Anyhow im going to work see you tonight and dont waste the food will you?''I asked grinning.I walked out of the door with my bag and headed for Toxic.that was the name of the club im working at.I Hated  working here stupid drunk guys would come over and 'try' and flirt with me when i was on my breaks.i swear i could go ninja on them.

*6hours later*

'So Julie what if theres this cute guy you've only just met and you sort of like him even though you dont even know much about him..'

''Well then i'd belive its love at first sight''Julie answered. ''what dose he look like?''

''Well he has brown hair,Eyes to die for and his shyness is fucking adorable''I answered bravily.

Julie looked at me smiling like a mad woman ''And what would his name be?''

''Nathan,Hes one of the 5 in that famous band you told me about who came in the other night,but who am i kidding i mean he doesn't even know my life so theres no hope there''I said with a bit of depression in my voice.

Julie just stood there cleaning a glass with a weak smile on her face.

''You think my eyes are to die for then?''Came a voice from behind me.

I quickly spun round on my seat and sore nathan smiling at me like julie was earlier.

''Holy shit you fucking scared me!''

''Sorry about that,so basically think my eyes are to die for and my shyness is adorable?''Nathan questioned.

''Don't get full of you're self''I replied taking a sip of my water.Nathan laughed at me so i gave a small smile back to him.I looked up to see the time it was around 1am'ish in the morning.

''SHIT''I gotta go.I quickly grabbed my things of the bar and ran towards the door,Sam must be worried sick i dont usually stay out this late.I ran out of the door hearing Nathan shouting after me but i just ignored it.I ran all the way back home until i reaced the ladder stairs outside of the appartment.I waited there for a few minuets to catch my breath back,A strong arm grabbed my arm and i turned around to see nathan also out of breath.

''Nathan what are you doing here?''I asked him.i was pretty pissed that he followed me here.

''Why did you leave in such a hurry?''He answered.I managed to get out of his grip by once again kicking him in his dick,i didnt care i didnt want him to see i was living this way.i ran up to my door and quickly got in to see sam lying on his matress with two empty bags beside him.

''DUDE WTF!!''I shouted.

Sam quickly sat up, ''I was hungry''

''SO YOU ATE ALL THE FUCKING FOOD! I DIDNT EVEN GET A FUCKING CRUMB!''I was pissed off that sam ate all of the food that i earned whilst he sits in here all day doing nothing.I have the hard life, i have the job,i have to beg and i have to dance for fucking money.

''Sorry''Came sams reply.

''Sorry doesn't cut it sam i worked hard to get that food!'' i answered walking over to where my other spare clothes were kept,I stuffed them into my bag and went towards the door.

'Where are you going?''

''Im moving out! cant you see that?!''I screamed back at him.I know it was a stupid thing to move out because he ate all the food but he doesn't even try and help not once has he helped me earn anything its all me.

I walked out of the door and slammed it shut i didnt give a fuck what people where thinking.I walked down the steps and headed to a unknown destination.I went down a small aley way near a quiet street.i just slid down the wall and was soon sat on the floor.I couldn't help but burst into tears,i had no home and i'd lost my best friend.my life was fucking worthless.i heard footsteps heading my way so i looked up to see someone but couldn't really see who they where.

''Kirsty?is that you?''

''Go away''I mumbled

''Kirsty,its me Jay''

''J..Jay?''I was still crying

He helped me up ''Shh its alright,whats happened?''He asked whilst giving me a hug.I didn't even know him and i still hugged back which is unusual because i dont hug people,nor do i cry but whenever i do i blurt out all my problems.Oh god DO NOT TELL HIM KIRSTY,DO NOT TELL HIM!! was all my mind was saying..