E'mya pov
After school was over,I rushed home and took a pregnancy test from moms cabinet.
I was nervous ,sweaty and all ,and god know i hate that sweat shit .
"Like damn ,are you finished "Kailey said .
"Wait mother fucker ..."I yelled .
After a few more minutes,the test came back ....WHAT THE FUCK,YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME ,THIS IS BULL SHIT ..it came back positive.I guess we didn't use protection.
For one ,I dont know how to take care of a baby ,im only 16 .And on the other hand ,August doesnt even know about this. How will I tell my mom?
"A bitch don't have all day , c'mon" She interrupted my thoughts
" kailey,it came back positive,im pregnant...there ya happy now bitch " I slipped off my shoes .
"Well when you put it like that ..."she trailed off .Yess this bitch was testin me .
"What is wrong with you ...I just found out I'm pregnant..and you smiling"I gave her that look .
"Well I might be a god mom ...my baby " she rubbed my stomach .
This mother fucker must be crazy im 16 and pregnant for gods sake but I love her , Thing is ,this is the hood you cant let people know ya business and stuff especially if its that you sleep with August alsina and you pregnant by him .Cause in New Orleans you gets beat or fought ,which ever is better for you ,but for me ...bitch please I wish a niqqa would touch me .
If that gets out bitches will be flying off the wall ,knocking on ya door and asking all types of questions,now I may be pregnant but I will knock a bitch out if thats what I gotta do.But trust and believe,New Orleans chicks dont play ..especially when it comes to ,food ,ya boyfriend and something that's yours .
"I should most likely wait until I think he is ready for me to tell him that he is a father ..." I thought aloud
"I mean if thats what you want ...I just cant believe ... ya gotta be 3 years older and 1 year younger to get with me ,thats my rule ..."Kailey laughed as she snatched test away from me
I grabbed it back .
"Okay....I guess I'll be going then,bye boo..see you tomorrow " she hugged me.
okay maybe I shoudnt have said I was 19 but you can clearly see im 16 .Idk how it happened it just did.
I jumped at the sound of gun shots. ..people do crazy stuff ...this just reminds me of August benediction.
I just flew on the bed closing my eyes ....I dont even know how I feel right now ,mixed emotions .What will happen after I have the baby ? .
August pov
I was working on a song with rich homie quan .
"Aye man ,the beat gone be clean ...the song go hard " he said
"I know ,just a matter of time we work on it " I smiled .
"Yea !, aye What happened to that fine girl that went to you party ?" He asked
"Ion even know man ,but she was fine ,I think she said she was 19 " I played the song one more time
"Yea she more of yo type ,well I better get going " he left the booth.
I listen to my song one more time before looking at my phone .
I strolled through my old photos and contacts ,until I found my brother number ,god how I miss him so much .All those things I did back then I regret,maybe he will still be here .
I checked my unread messages
nicki M
"Aye foo, what you doing "
"Nun in the studio"
"We should chill "
"Yea,I guess but right now im busy man ,you know me "
"Yea ,I'll catch you when your done ..talk to you later niqqa "
"What I tell you about that word niqqa ;) "
"Boy bye you not my daddy "
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I put my phone back into my pocket ,licked my lips and rubbed my head.Man I need some to eat .
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Next update will be soon ,so dont trip .....
