Chapter 5

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Harry POV

When I wake up I just want to stand up and shower but I can't because someone's arm is wrapped around my waist and this arm doesn't want to let me go. I turn around and my eyes widen. It's Louis! LOUIS!!! I really forgot what happened yesterday.

We were laying in my bed when we heard a very loud thunder. I shaked and he pulled me closer when he said "Shh... Haz... Shh... Everything's okay yeah? I'm here. I won't leave you. I will defend you okay Haz?".

I stopped being that scared but I didn't keep calm until he pressed his lips on my cheek. When he did that I just smiled at him, closed my eyes and fell asleep very quickly.

I stare at him cause he looks so peaceful when he sleeps and his mouth looks very cute and... and... and I want to kiss him. I can't hold back and I peck him lightly on his lips. He doesn't seem to notice cause he just continue sleeping.

When I realize what I did I could slap myself. I-I really kissed him! But he didn't notice. I'm so fucking stupid!!!

I nuzzle into his neck and try to fall asleep.

Louis POV

When I can feel that Harry wants to stand up I hold him closer that he can't. But I don't open my eyes. Now he doesn't try to get up I think he lays back next to me but then I can feel him staring at me and one moment later I feel soft lips on mine. What did he... What?! He didn't kiss me, did he? I can't believe that! It felt so good and I force me not to smile. Because maybe he didn't feel that and if I'd smile he knows that... that... Shit! I got a crush on him. I really got a crush on Harry! Then I can feel him nuzzle into my neck. Now I have to smile. I open my eyes and see Harry staring at the wall.

"Morning Haz! Did you sleep well?"

"Oh... Hm... Mornin'! Since when are you awake?"

"I-since 20 seconds?"

"Okay."

"Why did you want to know that Haz?"

"I... Uh-uhm I-I... I don't know? Just because... I-I uh..." he stops and I smile at him.

I come closer and he does the same. When I lean in and close my eyes I hear his mom yelling from downstairs. I quickly open my eyes and stare at his widen ones.

"Shit! Shit, shit, shit!!!" he murmurs.

Harry POV

Nooooo!!! We would've kissed if mom didn't yell! I run downstairs to mom because this moment with Louis is to embarrassing.

"Mom! You can't just come in and yell that you're back!"

"Why not love?"

I can see Louis and he looks so cute when he's embarrassed! And... wow... his hair looks so good when he didn't style it! And his cheeks turn a little bit red when he sees me staring at him.

"Uh... Ehm... Why not? Because..."

I look at Louis searching for help.

"Because we still slept, Anne."

"Oh really? 'M sorry Boys! I didn't know that."

"It's okay mum!" I say smiling at Lou and he winks at me with a huge grin on his face.

"Uhm... Haz? I think I should go home. I have to take my sisters to a friends house. You could come with me if you want."

"I'd love to. I just have to change. Wait here okay?"

"Yep."

I run upstairs and change.

Louis POV

He comes down, we go outside and sit down in my car.

"You don't have to take your sisters to a friend, do you?" he asks.

I smile and answer with a wink. Then he blushes and giggles like a little girl who saw her crush smiling at her. Maybe I am his... Nah! That's stupid. He is not gay. Never!

When I drive home nobody says something but once I can feel Harry's hand on my arm but only for a short time and when I look at him he stares out at the window.

"Haz? Do you want to continue staring out at the window or do you want to come with me?" I ask when he acts like he doesn't notice that we stopped.

"N-Nah... 'M coming!"

When Harry and I are in the house we go to my room and I lay down on my bed. But I stand up when I see that Haz doesn't lay next to me. He looks all around my room.

"You missed me really!" He says while watching at a few pictures of us when we were young.

"Of course I did!"

"I thought you didn't. I-I thought you moved because you were tired of me!"

I'm shocked. How could he think something like that? I cried for hours, days, weeks because I missed him.

"How-How could you think that? I never wanted to move. I, well, my father said that we have to."

I can see tears in Harry's eyes steaming down his cheeks. He sobs.

"Nah, Harry don't cry please!" I say curling my arms around his neck. He rests his head on my shoulder and hold me tight. I love that so much and I wish it won't stop. With one hand I rub circles on his back while I play with his hair with my other one.

"Lou?" Harry says as he stops crying "Can we stay like this forever?"

"If you want to." I whisper in his ear with a smile on my face.

But maybe five minutes later he pulls away and looks directly in my eyes.

"H-Haz?" I ask him.

"What's up Lou?"

"Can... I have to tell you something and please don't run away even if you don't understand okay?"

"I'd never do that Lou! I promise!"

"Don't promise. You don't know what I'll say. So... I-I I'm gay." I whisper the last sentence.

"You- what?! I... Lou it's okay. There's no problem."

"Really?" I ask shocked. I thought he'd slap me and run away!

"Lou? How did you notice that?"

Harry POV

I can't believe that! I'd never think that!

"I... ehm... I started wearing tight jeans and I, well, I knew it. It's just I-I checked boys out and not girls anymore."

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I don't think that every gay boy or man wears tight pants! Just look at Louis' and Harry's during the X-Factor and now. Can you see the difference?!

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Oh! Wait... I remember of my jeans became tighter the last month and I remember of all the boys I stared at in my holidays and I can't remember at any girls. And I remember of Louis.

"Haz? You okay?"

"Y-yes! I... uhm... maybe... I'm gay too?"

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