I dont know anymore
What should I feel?
The hurt's coursing to the core.
It's just waiting for its sign to kill.
Is it that easy to leave me?
Or did you never really loved me.
I know it's my fault for falling.
But you just kept on holding.
I hurt when you hold her hand
When you laugh at things I don't even understand.
You take all those pictures on her phone.
Don't you see that I'm all alone.
I smile when you call my name.
But it would never feel the same.
But what ever could I gain.
From secretly hurting from all the pain...
