A while back I liked a girl named Skye. (Not real name) She was amazing, pretty, smart, everything I would ever want. So I walked up to her in the snack line one day. I asked her what she felt about Bisexuals and to my happiness she didn't have a problem with them. Later that night me and her FaceTimed and she told me she was also Bisexual. I was so happy that night. She then told me she liked a girl so she had me guessing and I eventually figured out it was me!! I asked her out and I felt like my heart was going to bust. But I decided to be a dumbass and ask my mom what she felt about it the next day. She was severely pissed, which made me extremely guilty. So I broke up with Skye bc of what my mom had told me that day. I didn't want her to find out how dumb I was so I made an excuse that I just wanted her to be happy. We got into an argument, I don't like to argue so I didn't try to be aggressive with my words. We stopped talking for a few weeks before I messaged her bc I missed having her as a friend and talking to her. At the time I was dating a boy named, Zac (not real name) which was Skye's original crush. I know I was in the wrong for doing that and I don't know why I did. I told her and we argued even more before she told me to never talk to her again. A few more weeks pass by before I couldn't take it anymore I made one last attempt to talk to her. I messaged her and told her how sorry I was and a huge message about it, I also told her that I wanted to be friends or even more than friends as long as she was still in my life. We argued AGAIN before we became friends. Well I ended up dating a girl named Nala (not real name) bc me and Zac has broken up a couple days after I told Skye about me and him. Skye messaged me and went off on me bc I was dating Skye even tho I told her what I told her.( which was before I started dating Nala, bc she didn't reply till a week later) We eventual talked it out and we were good. I told her that if anything happened to the relationship I was in then I would give us another chance. Friday, March 1st. Me and Nala broke up. I didn't tell Skye bc I really only thought of her as a friend and I didn't want to actually lead her on. She asked about it earlier today and I told her the truth and that I was in between liking two people. She didn't argue like I thought she would but she did say that she now knows she will never have a chance with me.... thought it was over? Nope! My friends messaged me while I was on FT with one of the people I sorta liked. They told me to check Wattpad and look at what Skye had uploaded. She had uploaded a small little biography about me and her. Made me out to sound like a Whore and the whole nine yards.
Well, I'm done playing nice. You need to get yourself together. You expect me not to get pissed at that?! I tried becoming friends multiple times! But you kept finding something to bitch about. Do I look perfect? Obviously I need to get my act together. I realize that. But I'm not perfect at all. You can't expect life to go your way. So bitch, listen good, and I mean listen. If you even do much argue with me about something like a blade of grass again. It'll be more than this. No I'm not going to fight you. I don't roll like that. And you're right, I won't ever want to go out with you if you keep acting like a spoiled bitch like this. You're a sweet girl I've seen it but you've been getting more and more needy/self-centered and you need to cool it or no one will want you. Understand? This is pay back Carlie.
Learn to control yourself
