Cheater X chubby! Depression reader

Chapter 2

It almost a year both of you been together and today was your anniversary where both of you have been together..it 7 am and you started to make cookies for him you know he like the shape of cloud so you do it while write I love you on it .. You were alone at the house your dad always go sleep at your step mom house and your mom always go to other countries for works with her new finance sometimes when your dad is drunk/ stressed he always come back to beat you up to release his pain after that he will said sorry before leave... You look at the scar at your arm it been likes 5 month you didn't cuts because of Kai you know he didn't likes deepresion stuff and he didn't know that you used to cut ... (You always have long sleeves) after 49 minutes the cookies done and already in pack she go get ready to start her day since it Sunday she can relax on the couch with Kai-kun while eating ice cream it 9:40 am now and you decide to go meet him "should I call him?..hmmmmm Nah I want to make suprise for him" she chuckle and go take shower for second time since she sweating a lot because clean her house up....
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      The girl with (h/c) with beautiful (e/c) was in front his house with the cookies she that she makes she knocked the door but nobody answered she saw the car and the motor still there and the TV still on "maybe he go to toilet" then she go behind the house and open the door kitchen which it unlocked like she's expected {he always forgot to lock it} after that she put the cookie at the table and notice there a girl shoes on the ground.... You know he the only child and his mother was passed away 4 years ago somehow you started feels nausea and want to cry..the voice inside your head started make negative sounds
  

     He cheated on you
          He hates you
He never liked you

You try shakes it off and went to the room she notice the door was unlocked and she take peak she can't believe it..he was doing it with another girl (don't worry reader Chan you still a virgin in this story) of course you never do it with him you told him you are not ready and he agree to wait until you ready.. you notice the girl it one of your bully and she keep moan and telling him how perfect she is with him all Kai said that she really a beauty not like you ... You just a ugly monster that need love and he tell her that he just be with you because pity .. she kiss him and then continue do it... You stay quite but the sound of your tears started making the noise you cover your mouth and secretly leave because it too hurt to watch ..
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     (Bully name) kiss him for last time and leave the house he went to kitchen and saw the cookie it also have letter on it he started to read
" Happy anniversary KAI! ^_^ It been a years can't believe we survive it....I make cookies for you and I love you so much... I'm sorry for being not good enough I'm just an ugly monster that want loves from you...don't worry I'm won't disturb you ever again.. we over"
- from your friend (y/n)

He can't believe it. ..she dumped him why he feels so hurt and feeling broken about this he take the cookie and saw the cookie shaped could was tears into pieces..He sit down and try to think what going on him...Why now he started to feel guilty about it why he started to feel sad about it .. he hug the cookie that you make and started to cry because you left him..