Skylar's POV
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I woke up with radiating warmth behind me. I felt a heavy arm laying on my waist, and small snores next to my ear. I looked down at the hand and smiled at the tattoo of the bird.
I loved waking up next to him, his strong arms made me feel safe. I lightly turned over and faced Shawn.
The morning sun light hitting his face just right, his bed hair looking great as ever. His lips were slightly parted, letting air exit and enter.
I reached up and cupped his face, running my thumb on his cheekbone.
"I'm so in love with you Shawn.." I whisper to myself.
I ran my finger down his jaw, into his neck, down his chest. I wrapped my arm around his stomach and just laid there. I slowly started to fall back to sleep, until I heard Shawn speak.
"I'm so in love with you, Skylar."
I looked up at him, and smiled.
I smiled because I knew nothing could come between us. "You make me so happy. I've missed you so much, Shawn."
He smiled sleepily, "I missed you too." His grip around me loosened as he got up. I whined, "I'll be right back ya cry baby jeez."
He headed toward the blinds, so I took this time to look over his body. His sweatpants hung low on his waist, and his shirt had disappeared sometime during the night.
It was a beautiful sight really.
"Take a picture it lasts longer."
I smirked and met his gaze, "you know I just might."
I reached over to my night stand and grabbed my Polaroid camera and aimed it at Shawn.
"Smile!"
He laughed, and I snapped the picture. The film came out of the camera, and I set them both aside. When I did, the room became very dark.
Why?
Because I have black out curtains, they make whatever room you have dark as if it was night.
"Let's go back to sleep. Just for a few more hours," I nodded, "alright only a few."
Shawn climbed back into bed, he gave me a soft kiss on the forehead before he took me into his arms. It only took me a few minutes to fall back to sleep.I woke up to Shawn poking my face, "dude what?" I opened my eyes and my room was lit up with the sunlight. "Dude? Wow Skylar I thought the only D word to come out of your mouth if you were talking to me was Daddy. I have down graded to dude?" I laughed, and looked over at a shocked Shawn.
I smirked, "well. Daddy, I happen to be very very sorry."
His lip made it's way between his teeth."We need to get up right now"
"Why?" "It's for me to know and for you to find out" he said smirking.
So I got up took a shower dried my hair and picked my outfit and since he said to wear comfy clothes. I just wore a simple shirt with black jeans and white sneakers. When I got out of my room I saw Shawn there waiting for me and as soon as he saw me he smiled at me, "you look gorgeous."
"Oh yeah gorgeous wearing pj to go out on a date."
"So this is a date?" he smirked, "oh-uh I thought.." I stuttered blushing, which made him laugh loudly.
"Of course it's a date."
"You dork you scared me," I said in relief which just caused him to laugh even more. He looks so cute with his curly hair with that one curl that always falls down. He told me before it annoys him but I find it cute.
We went to his car and he started to drive once we were buckled in, silence took over the both of us.. Not an awkward silence though.. A comfortable one. After what seemed like 15 minutes he stopped the car and said here we were here. We walked in the café and a very beautiful blonde waitress came to us, and I noticed that Shawn immediately averted his eyes away from her looking uncomfortable.. Weird...
I looked around to see a small café in front of a beautiful lake which made me gasp. "Oh my God Shawn that's beautiful.. How did you find this place? I've been living here for a long time but never been here."
He just smiled and said, "I've been wanting to take you here for a while."
I smiled at him, "well I think it's amazing out here."
We ordered muffins and drinks, we talked around anything we could think of.
Talking to Shawn was easy, you didn't have to act like someone else. He didn't have to watch what he says because he's a huge pop artist. We were just two friends... friends...
My smile faltered slightly, "what's wrong?"
My eyes met his gaze, "I- nothing. It's okay don't worry about it." I shook my head and took a swig of my ice tea.
He pushed his plate away, "what is it? Talk to me Sky, it's what I'm here for."
I sighed and dropped my daze to the floor. "Shawn.. w-what are we? Because we broke up at the airport many years ago. And now here we are, doing what we used to. But we aren't ya know; together."
I heard Shawn sigh, and I've killed the mood.
I felt his hands grab mine, "Skylar look at me."
Slowly I met his stare once again, "I love you. And you know that, you will always be my first love. My first everything, and I'd love it if you'd be my last everything.." He trailed off, "why do I feel like there is a but coming?" I whispered.
"But I'm always traveling, I'm always on tour. I'm always, twenty four seven working. I'm always in the studio, or writing lyrics. Now I'm not saying I'm choosing that life over you. I'm saying that I don't want that life for you. You would have to constantly look over your shoulder, have body guards with you if you leave your house. You would have to deal with fan hate, and I don't want that for you."
"I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be with you, Shawn. I love you, nothing will ever change that, I'm willing to adjust my lifestyle to be with you."
"Think about it. Like really think about it."
I shook my head, "there is nothing to think about. I want you, and if I have to change a few things then so be it.
You are worth it."Thank you miraiangelic for helping me with this part! I'm really sorry that I haven't updated for like a month, but I promise I haven't forgot about you guys. I'm getting ready to graduate so it's been really stressful with school. I'm sure you could understand.
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