I knew what you were talking about. All the sincerity, the remaining time.
We still met despite all the hours that had passed by us. The world moves faster than I thought. When you said that you love me, I felt like I was walking above the clouds. Even though you may be unaware, you've got the best of me.
It's not important if this is a dream or reality, all that matters is that you're by my side. At the time, when you held me ever so calmly in your arms, I felt my whole outside world crumble but I felt so at peace when it did so. Its crazy how such a little place like this could make me so happy.
Looking up to the galaxy once again, for once I felt like I will be okay. I never thought I'd stay for so long. This was all just so beautiful that I couldn't help but release a tender droplet from my eye.
"Why are you crying? It's only me and you here," you had asked me as I try to wipe my fallen tear.
You removed my hands and caressed my head ever so gently. I was filled with sorrow as to why this can't ever be real. Thinking back to it now, I don't think this could ever be. Sometimes I forget you're like a figure of my wild imagination. You were so pleasing.
We were such completely different people but I love that that didn't stop us from creating a bond so beautiful. If this is what heaven is I don't think I'd ever leave this place. But at this moment, I was sure that God and I didn't get along, so he decided to punish me. He tortured me by bringing you. I am whole-heartedly filled with you but why do I feel like this is his way of vengence? Like a penalty made just for me.
The pure desolation often rips me apart as I gradually find myself wondering about your timing in my life.
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Poetrymemoir 🌻 this story represents how I feel - inspired by many songs by our boys