male! hyuna
because hi i love her so much???
also lowkey gonna be sad. 👉👈
February 14th; 6:45 AM
namjoon:
good morning, hyun nsjsjs i miss
you alot and i hate to admit it but,
iʼve been crying these past days
it hurts that youʼre not here and-
i just donʼt know what to feel
anymore. i miss you. happy
valentines day. 💖
February 23rd; 10:36 PM
namjoon:
i donʼt why iʼm bothering you so
late. but i feel like this would
help me the most. when will you
come back and hug me the way
you did? the way you made me
feel safe and the most important
person in the whole wide universe.
it doesnʼf feel the same anymore.
iʼm always so down and my friends
donʼt even want to be near me. they
think iʼm too sad to do anything..
jimin had a party and no one told me.
thing is, it was his birthday. i donʼt
know why they donʼt really talk to me
anymore. what have i done wrong?
all i do is miss you. sigh. i love you,
hyun. hope youʼll reply soon.
March 24th; 12:52 PM
namjoon:
well. i honestly just spent
this morning looking at old photos
of us. i looked so happy. now iʼm all
tears and i have bags under my eyes.
wgo knew that your education would
be the one to kill me mentally and
almost physically. lately all you do is
study and work. and iʼm happy that you
do, but. but i just miss you. i may think
iʼm being selfish, but i canʼt help it.
hyun, i really miss you. i hope you
would reply soon.
May 17th; 2:03 AM.
namjoon:
sorry that i havenʼt sent ylh aything
it jusg hurts, hyin
September 25th; 6:53 PM
namjoon:
my mom said if i donʼt stop crying
and hurting myself, sheʼll send me
back there. hyun, i donʼt want to go
back. i just want to be in your arms
again. iʼm sorry for breaking my
promise, but it hurts so much without
you here. i canʼt take anything anymore.
the gang has stopped being my friends.
everyone hates me for being so sad lol.
i even got laughed at by yoongi-hyung.
itʼs like iʼm a complete fool, hyun. they
all hate me. thereʼs no lie to that.
namjoon:
jimin has also given me some glares
whenever i pass him in the hallway.
chanyeol had also punched me. now
yongguk has started to bully me. when
will it end, hyun? when will you come
back and heal me? tell me everything is
going to be okay and that you wonʼt let
anyone hurt me again?
namjoon:
you always did it and- and now you
never reply to me. you never even
read my messages-- probably
because youʼre busy and have a life
other than speaking to me. iʼm sorry.
October 12th; 8:38
namjoon:
me and mom are leaving for the hospital.
i kind of hate myself that i went this low,
but i canʼt help but feel this way. iʼm
underweight and-
sorry for bothering you. iʼll send you a
text when i get out. hopefully it would
be soon, if not, then. see ya.
June 17th; 8:01 PM
wow. after all this time i thought i
would have gotten a message or
even the stupid "read" part.
life update for you;
iʼm fine ig. i still love you though.
July 23rd; 3:56 PM
namjoon:
do you even love me anymore?
am i never enough? was i never
enough for you, hyun? if i did
anything wrong. iʼm sorry! just-
what did i do to be shut out?
you just came home three
days ago. you havenʼt even
said hello to me. i guess itʼs because
you donʼt love me. itʼs alright. iʼm sorry
for causing you trouble.
September 10th; 5:02 PM
namjoon:
it was wonderful to see you all up
on chanyeol. such a great person you
are. but hey, guess what?
hyun:
what is it, namjoon?
namjoon:
i hate you. and i donʼt need you and
your stupid shit. chanyeol deserves
better than you, tbfh.
namjoon:
we also love a king who replies only
when chanyeol was brought up!! wow,
ex boyfriend of the year goes to,
min hyun!
hyun:
you never even let me explain
anyways.
namjoon:
you never replied anyways lol
namjoon:
i was put in a mental hospital bc of you
and your shit. i deeply hope chanyeol
realizes who you ar- wait. lol. both of
you are the same person basically.
you used to be someone i deeply
loved. guess shit changes drastically.
hyun:
yee, i guess it does, namjoon.
namjoon:
i hope you experience the mass amount
of mental pain you put me through. i
hope you feel a large heartbreak and
feeling like no one has ever loved you
before. itʼs what you deserve.
want to delete contact 'hyunʼ?
yes | no
block number?
yes | no
want to delete number
'xxxxxxxxx4'?
yes | no
__
xxxxxxxxx4:
ouch. sorry for everything ig.
MESSAGE NOT SENT.
CONTACT 'JOONIE'
HAS BLOCKED YOU!
xxxxxxxxx4:
god. i wish i shouldn't have done
that to you. i love you.
MESSAGE NOT SENT.
CONTACT 'JOONIE'
HAS BLOCKED YOU!
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out of all of my drafts. this is the only one done. SKSKSKSKS.
