Today is my babies first day going to school here I hope she makes friends. Also I need to drop Ari off at pre-K, after that Im gonna suprise them by taking them to this new house I've been looking at all morning. To buy it its 20,000 kinda cheap so I have over enough money. When I was with Jay he did sell drugs and he did buy clothes but when I say thats all, thats literally all he did. He only was home when he wanted to be and even though the connection he felt for me was strong he didn't love me. Ive always known but I was just to scared to let go. I knocked myself out of thought because I needed to get the kids ready for the day. I haven't told my Sister Solange that im back yet. I cant wait to go see her I just cant deal with my so called mother and father. They had beat me almost everyday from my 7th birthday to 18th last day there.
Don't ask me why the used to beat me but they did every single chance they got. On top of that the only friends I had at school were Kelly and Chelle, I had no confidence and from what they told me I was ugly and a fat pig. So that caused me to cut and and become anorexic. At senior year I weighed 112 pounds, I was pretty fragile till Kelly found out and we all ran away together. I was used to being treated badly any and almost everyone who held my heart broke it infront of my eyes. Anyway enough about my past for now. After I dressed the kids I made breakfast just like that Chelle and Kelly high ass ran threw my damn kitchen and ate they food in under 20 seconds. They look relaxed and I aint smoked in 3 damn weeks after I take the kids to school imma come home and get higher than a bitch I thought smiling and giggling. Awwwww they look adorable I thought as I finished doing Shav's hair.
I wanted to take a picture of them but it is so damn hard when they have the energy of a bull. Hey Ari baby look at mommy for a minute I say smiling trying to get her attention but she just dounced around the whole damn house in underweae because she took her leggings off. Who knew a damn baby shark sound would get her this worked up. Baby if you let mommy fix yo clothes and take a picture I promise that Ill buy you some McDonald's I said smiling as I grabbed Her and Shav's bags. She immediately stopped and smiled while running up to me trying to rush and put her clothes on. I picked her up and kisses her lips before grabbing her shoes from upstairs then fixing her clothes. I then fixed her clothes and she somehow managed to get her hair down. So basically I had to dress her twice see thats why Shav is my good gir- out of nowhere I hear a bang in the kitchen. I set Ari down and ran into the kitchen to see Shav in tears holding her bleeding finger and leg. I rush over there and she immediately clung onto my body as she started to cry harder. Shhhhhh I said humming and bouncing her on my hip as her head was in my neck. I quickly rushed upstairs and took her to the bathroom, she had 4 cuts two on her legs, one on her arm, and then one on her finger. After I took all her glass out and got her cuts together I got her dress, I gave her some red bandaids to match her outfit. After I got her calm I took a pic of them outside I got them McDonalds, after I got to the school I walked them to they're classes. I gave them huhs and kisses before I left heading back home to call Onika and my sisters over. After I got there I was met with them each of them smokin 3 blunts. Aint this bout a bitch I thought as I seen them eatin all my damn chips.
Ayo fatt asses im moving to a new house so help me pack I said taking Kelly's freshly rolled blunt and started to smoke it. Damn this good I say to myself looking at the blunt before starting to smoke it again. We all walked into a difderent room and started to pack we didn't have much so we got done in like four hours. We then sat back down and smoked some more, I remembered the pictures od my baby I had earlier and posted it to my 1.2 million followers.
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BeyoncéG I thank god everyday for my baby. She bad as shit but I'll give her the world if she asked. She look just like her damn daddy😂🤔 I love my Chloe Ciari😍
I smiled at the nice comments I was getting and how everyone loved My Cici. She the light of my life but bad asf. Both her and Shaviae got the same damn everything. They act just like me buth they look like they daddy. I then decided to post my picture of Shav.
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BeyoncéG My baby got in alittle accident and you know her dramatic ass act just like me sooooo😂😂 love my Rem baby❤
I posted that too and within minutes minutese positive comments start to come, but whit the good you know there is the bad. So I had to deal with comments saying he probably left because I was a stripper. It kinda hurt but they don't even know the story, there was a car crash with all 4 of us but Edris died.
He got hit right on his side of the car they person that hit us drove away and that was that. We quickly moved my things to the new house as I signed the papers. We set up our beds and things and finished the kitchen. We put everything together and got every network set up, I looked at the clock and the girls get out of school in 10 minutes so I went there and waited till they came. I smiled as I started to park the car infront of the new house, as we got there they kept asking questions but when I brung them in the soon realized the house was theirs. They clung onto my legs ask they cried, I started to cry happy tears as I picked the kids up and took them to my room where we all fell asleep.
