Secrets

Meet&Greet

(Noah's POV)

"Hurry the fuck up Noah or else we are gonna be late for the concert!" My friend Mikayla shouted from down the hall, "I swear if we miss this Meet&Greet I will personally kill you." I laughed at her threat. Today we were going to see a Kpop boy group called Monsta X and to be honest she was more excited then I was, I'm not a full fan, unlike my friend who has her room covered in posters. 

I exited my room and met with Mikayla at the front door, "Okay I am ready, happy now?" I said mockingly receiving a punch in the arm, "ow I need an ambulance I think it needs to be cut off." I held my arm dramatically and laughing at my own joke. "Shut up and let's go," we both laughed walking out the door on our way to the concert.

(Wonho's POV)

"Okay so first you have Meet&Greet then soundcheck and then the show." Our manager was running down our schedule for today, to be honest, I wasn't focusing very much to what was being said since we have done with multiple times already. I was scrolling through twitter looking at various comments, I saw a post about me being gay and my heart dropped a bit. I try very hard to hide being gay not only because of the homophobic slurs but I don't want to disappoint the other members.

"Wonho are you ok?" Kihyun asked and I nodded, "just seeing all the love from Monbebe's on twitter." I said forcing a smile so he doesn't get too worried, I hated when they worry about me more than themselves. We all got dressed for the Meet&Greet and headed out to the stage where a table set up so we can have one on one with our fans.

"Last time we have to do this then we get our break," Hyungwon said with a sad sigh. This was his favorite part of the job, going on tour and seeing all the different places and all the new people. "It will be ok Hyungwon you need a good break," I said patting his back. "Okay, guys the door will be opening in five minutes to get ready." Our manager informed us and we all did a quick WOOOO then took our seats. It was Shown, Kihyun, Hyungwon, Minhyuk, Jooheon, Me, and Changhyuk. The doors opened one by one people started lining up to meet us, I smiled brightly seeing all the beautiful faces of our fans. Our manager started guiding the first person to take her seat starting the Meet&Greet.  

We got halfway through and a small cute girl sat in front of me and I greeted her, "hello beautiful how are you today?" she smiled brightly, "I am better now that I am here with you guys." I was smiling even bigger at her comment, it made my heart flutter when I can make their day. "So I have a question," she said nervously and I nodded to continue. "Are you secretly gay? I saw a post about you kissing another guy." It was hard for me to hold my smile but I had to hold it and pretend like it didn't faze me but really it did.

"No sweety I am not gay." I lied, I lied straight in her face just so I could keep my secret. "Sorry for asking Wonho but don't worry even if you were we will all support you," she said lastly before getting up and sitting in front of Changhyuk. For the next few people I was still thinking about what that girl said, will they still support me even if I was gay?

I scanned the room and my eyes landed on a beautiful tall guy with short brunette hair wearing casual jeans, a blue t-shirt with a black sweater. I couldn't keep my eyes off of him as he was getting closer and closer to the table. "That girl looks good doesn't she?" Jooheon whispered into my ear looking at the girl that was with the guy I nodded acting like I was looking at her.

Before I realized he was sitting in front of me and I felt my heart jump a few beats. He had beautiful bright hazel eyes and had the most beautiful smile. "Hh-hi what is your name?" I stuttered trying to find my words but I couldn't he was breathtaking. "It's Noah It's nice to meet you---" he seemed like he didn't fully know me which was cute the way he was nervous, "it's Wonho" I smiled and he blushed a bit.

"Sorry I was dragged here by my friend," he said scratching the back of his said nervously. "It's ok I am glad you came to see us today" I went to grab my pen only for it to roll away landing in his lap. Shit, why am I so nervous right now I gotta get myself together this is a whole new feeling, he handed me the pen and our hands touched a bit and a spark shot through my arm sending butterflies through my body, what is this feeling.

He quickly pulled back and his face got red, did he feel it too? No that can't be why would he be into me? I quickly wrote down my autograph so no one suspects anything, "thank you." He said getting up and sitting with Changhyuk, fuck I can't have feelings for him, he probably isn't even gay and if he is it do I even deserve to be in love? 

The Meet&Greet was over and we all started heading back into our dressing room but Kihyun pulled me away. "Okay, Wonho spill it," I looked at him confused to what he was asking, "you never get nervous like that and I saw your face get red when your hands touched." I felt defeated all this effort to keep it hidden and someone found out. "Wonho if you are gay it is perfectly fine just be honest with me I won't say anything if you don't want me too."

I held my head down and nodded, "Yes, I am gay and yes I want to keep it a secret still I don't want to be the reason we split." He sighed and put his hand on my shoulder, "I already knew you were but I didn't want to say anything until you did, and no one will split us even if they tried." I was shocked at his words, he knew? How? "And I am guessing you really like that guy from earlier?" And I started to blush a bit and nodded, "I will help you get him, I want you to be happy and if he makes you happy then I also want that," I smiled at how well he was taking this.

"But what if he isn't even gay?" I asked nervously fiddling with my thumbs, "we won't know until we try right? Come on lets you a boyfriend." I hugged him thanking him for being so supportive about this.

"Sounds like a plan."

A/N: so uhhhh I hope I started this off good and hope you guys like it :)