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Thank you

I just wanted to say thank you.

I have a million reasons to thank you and everyone that I don't personally know but know of. Everyone that has supported me and who are my supports.

Thank you to my readers, who have gotten me over 44,000 reads on my Mini Ladd story. That is insane to me and I'm still wrapping my head around that. And for the past week that book has been ranked #1 in the tag #miniladd. That is so freaking crazy to me, I can't fathom that.

Thank you to my friends who have given me light in dark times and added their lights to my own. I have never felt more loved than I have this year.

Thank you to Smii7y and Kryoz for saving my life. I found myself in a dangerous situation created by my own paranoia and fear. If it wasn't for Kryoz's "Can I Rap?! Q&A #7" I would probably be dead. At 14:00 he starts talking about the harsh topic of depression and his own experiences with it. It has made me feel more connected to him than ever and I am forever grateful for John. Smii7y, Jaren, my favorite YouTuber, has brought so many laughs to my otherwise tear-filled and self-hateful life. He has brought me up from depths I didn't think I could reach. I am forever thankful for him and his hilarious content.

Thank you to the BBS and GBG/Misfit crews, who have given me writing ideas, inspirations, and overall brought me closer to like-minded people. They have shaped who I am today, and that isn't a bad thing.

Thank you to my therapist, who has listened to me when no one else would. She has helped me through a toxic relationship, a shady friendship, family issues, you name it. She's been there.

Thank you to my family. While there have been some ups and downs lately, I can't imagine where or what I'd be without them.

This is not a goodbye or anything like that. I am just overwhelmed and I wanted to spread positivity and help others realize all that they may take for granted. People around us may not understand what these YouTubers mean to us. They might seem insignificant to those who watch us and not them. But believe me when I say that there is nothing wrong with needing to watch uplifting content posted by YouTubers to get you through a rough day. Try not to rely too too heavily on them for happiness, but never feel you are wrong or foolish for needing the support from various creators.

I love you all so much. Be thankful for what you have and share love to those who need it. Stay safe, and love yourself. I know how hard that is, but please, try to find the good parts of yourself that you like so that you don't wallow in self-hate. It's a waste of time, energy, and tears. Trust me.

Thank you again, for everything

~Abbey