avalynn
i had received the news. my dad had passed away. i mean I shouldn't care he wasn't even there for me. never. he always preferred my brothers over me. i wasn't special to him.
he always called me my mom's keeper. because i wouldn't tell him shit about her. for example if he was cheating on him, messing with someone else, flirting or just being with anyone else. he disliked me because of that. he always called me worthless. he once thought that I was a punching bag I had bruises all over my body.
i hated him. but I still felt sad because of my brothers. what will they do or say. my mom was also a bitch. she put up with that asshole for seventeen years. she wasn't home when he hit me. she was working at a bar. she would get drunk to the point she passed out.
however that was three months ago. today was the day that he passed. I grabbed my keys and took my brothers to his grave. they put down some flowers and talked to him.
they left me alone. I kneeled down to his grave. "you hated me from the very beginning. you never wanted me. I was a drunken mistake. you never once cared about me. you were an asshole. I used to see girl with their fathers and see them all happy and bubbly. wishing I was them. wishing I had the same father daughter relationship. I never had a father technically. you weren't their to talk to me about boys. matter fact nothing at all..ugh I don't have time for this." i got up and went to my car to see my brothers ready to leave.
we went home. i always waited for my mom to come home. it would always lead up to an argument but i still waited for her. you wanna know her reaction to his death. "whatever he deserved it he wasn't shit." she simply rolled her eyes.
anyways it was already one thirty in the morning. i heard the door opening. she looked at me and smiled. "ava guess what." i nodded for her to continue. "i recently met a guy. he so charming. and so goodddd in bed" i looked at her. "ookay what does that have to do with me." i rolled my eyes.
"it means that you and your brothers and me are moving to broward florida." i looked at her. "mom what the hell your just now telling me about this man. wait how long have you known him for." i said standing up.
"for about five months...but avalynn it's real i can feel it. he loves me and i love him." she stood firm. "love" i questioned. "love are you serious you havent even know him for that long five months is nothing."
"your too young to understand anything about love yet..pack your belongings. we're leaving tomorrow afternoon" with that she walked out.
what.the.fuck
i sighed and groaned and got up and grabbed two big suitcases.
my youngest brother alexander came in. "we're leaving" i sighed and hugged him. "yeah bubas new air , new people , new surroundings it's good okay" he nodded and hugged me back.
he walked out and left.
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time skip
to airplane
after packing yesterday i snuck out to say goodbye to my literal only friends jennifer and shyann. they were always there for me since prek. shyann was the popular one, she knew everything about everyone. where parties were held anything cool kids know.
jennifer and i met because we both dated the same guy at the same time he played us and we played him. after that i haven't been in a relationship. teenage boys don't know what they want.
