i dont wanna lose you

After the party two days after we were to write our test 1 but i spent time doing useless things , i spent more time on my dating issues and attending parties.(the day of the test), i slept on my paper cause i didnt know what to write.On the day for the result to be realesed i was among the last students in class but that didn't hurt me cause i knew am a star and i will always be popular.The second was written and i still failed i didn't still care i felt nothing can stop me from being popular.After some few weeks we had to write the main exams.That i still wrote and failed but this time Ben passed and i started facing trauma from here.

SCENE 3
(WHEN I STARTED FACING DIFFICULTIES AND TRAUMA)
After the exams i hardly hear from Ben,not even a good morning or how are you i started feeling bad

This is when the battle began.On a sunday morning after church serving,this three girls came to me again and told me hurting words like:you said you want to forcus on your studies were are you now??? Your flirting around and forgetting what brought you here i burst into tears immidiately, i went to Ben to aske him if he really fooled me or he really loved me ,but i saw the most hurtful thing in my life, my boyfriend(Ben) was on bed with my close friend(Emma).I hurriedly left in tears and disappointment this three girls came to me and laughed at me more

As more and more i kept on feeling bad the more my popularity keeps falling.The most hurt ful part in all is that Ben started laughing at me too, i felt really really bad like never before and all this continued during the holidays i didnt even go out cause i was scared.On this faithful wednesday i was going shoping and unfortunately i met this girls and they mocked at me asual and even made a mokery song for me.
I became a laughing stock in school