My Happiness Returned

The Start of the Journey

before we begin, i am currently getting through heartbreak and learning to let go of things that have happened in the past. its going to be a long journey, and i have a good support system, but i want to tell my story so that those who have been through this know that they are not alone. so i wont give any names (other than mine), places or anything like that, i will explain a bit of my story so that i can help others. i will explain what i do and how i cope with some things. Although i will say this, i am not a licensed therapist or anything like that, i have only been told that i give good advise, and things like that, down at the bottom of this chapter will help if therapy is something you need. 

My name is Cecily. And this is my story....that was cliche.

(i am really good at not capitalizing my letters if i type really fast, so just ignore that. im also really bad at this whole writing thing so wish me luck as i try to tell my story.) i want to tell my story in hopes that it helps someone. i dont know if this is even a good idea, but i want to try it, so here goes nothing... 

I struggle/ed with:

-depression

-anxiety

-nightmares on nights that i do sleep

-androphobia (abnormal and persistent fear of men), although i am getting better

i am learning to let go of my past, and live for the future. most recently to add on to my issues, i have been dumped. all girls and guys will get dumped at least once, but it really bad when you put so much of yourself into it, and then it goes so wrong, you know?

I started a journey to get better at letting things go, and live for myself instead of other people. I am going to explain what i do in the next couple of chapters. I hope that one day someone will read this and hopefully it will help them.

THIS IS NOT A SPONSORSHIP!!!!!!!!!!! 

I have been to therapy, and sometimes that can really help a person. So if you need to talk to someone, they have a therapist that does cost money, but if you just want to talk to someone who will listen, or if your like me and don't want to tell your parents, this website is free and someone will listen to what you have to say. Its 7cupsoftea.com. a great place.

Let me know either in the comments or message me if you want advise or help. I am only explaining what all i do to deal with the things i have been through and what i have been through. and i am always happy to help you figure somethings out, or if you just want to tell your story let me know, if you want i will add you to the book if you want to tell yours. Enjoy!

-BraveFangirl (Cecily)